willofanael's blog: "words from a demted poet"

the demons of a past long since forgotten return to cotrol my life once more i have fought for to long and to hard with them i can't hold them for much longer everyone around me should run as far away from as they can before my defences break and the demons consume every last piece of me so all that remains is a tourtured, demented unbreakable and relentless vessel of pure evil and hatred to destroy everything in my way will become my only goal that i will see through till the very end i will walk and shower in the blood of all those who never headed my warnings

within the darkness is where i use to live full of hate and despare never truely wanting to live always pushing people away never wanting to get close on the brink of losing complete control destroying everything around me now within the darkness i hear someone calling me beakoning me back i fear that the darkness will engulf me once more i'm slipping back into hatred back into a life were a trail of blood follows me the blood of all who cared for me please destroy the darkness before it destroys me

HATRED years of mistrust and hatred have changed me in more ways then i would like to believe what you see when you look at me is just a shell of my true self my heart is full of hatred from past experiences some of which i can't recall others i remember as if it was yesterday thoughts of you burn holes in my soul suicide has tempted me so many times to end the pain i feel everyday