Dakota's blog: "Why does God deal with cancer cards?"

Why does God have to play the cancer card on my family?

     For those of you who know of me online I have 3 relatives with various forms of cancer. And its hurting me to know that I cant do anything for them. One aunt is in the Quad Cities area of Illinois and she has AML Luekemia, she was in remission but shes now out of remission and has started chemo to help. At first she refused to do a bone marrow transplant but for some unknown reason she has changed her mind and my father is a perfect match. So needless to say my fathr is going to give his oldest sister some of his marrow in hope that she will be cured.

     One Uncle somewhere in South Carolina has stomache cancer, he was originally diagnosed with . Now that he's found out about the stomache cancer hes refusing treatment and is "Leaving it all up to God as to what happens to me". To me that sounds like hes giving up the fight to live. He has children and grandkids to live for not to mention his nieces who love him dealy!!

     My other aunt in the Quad City region of Illinois has been diagnosed with breast cancer... despite what the doctors saying that if you breast feed your child(ren) that decreases your chances* I personally think its stupid cause my aunt wouldnt have it if that were true*. That aunt has made the decision which i could never do is to have both her breasts removed. Lord help her... shes not liking it very well but she has a lill boy to live for as well as her hubby.

     I am just now finding out that another aunt in the Saint Louis Missourii area has fibromialgia.. whatever that is. No clue what shes doing and what other problems she has.. 

      Is it just me or is all my family going to shits?? Why does this all have to happen. Can anyone please explain whats going on and why its happening to us.. I know I'm asking for a miracle by them being cured but its what I want. Granite I may not get along with most of my family but I do love them despite how they feel against me. I wish they would just be whole and healed and complete. I don't think I could go through placing another family member to rest; I did that in 2008 to my momma (not to be confused with mom; my momma is a step momma that in was available to me when i was alone) and i just dont think i could do it again...