To those of you who have truely been my friend, please ignore this rant but to those of you who have taken me for granted and think that I'm some kind of "disposable" friend.......FUCK YOU ALL!!!
Because of my aquarian nature, I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve and take people at their word, you know the whole benefit of the doubt thing...Well not any fucking more. I am tired of being lied to, stabbed in the fucking back by people that I considered to be friends. I want you all to know that Im not after a boyfriend or girlfriend though I can have either one that I wanted.. All I have ever asked of any of my friends is to be just that....my friend.
Is it too much to ask for some common courtesy if plans need to be cancelled? Is kindness and honesty too much for people to afford anymore?
Jesus people are so fucked up and it seems they all put on a facade until they get your trust then FUCK YOU OVER royally. Well, this last time for me was the final straw. From now on people, if you truely want to be my friend and to really find out about me and want to do things and hang out then you are gonna have to earn that fucking right..This weekend I was given yet another reason added to the laundry list that I already have not to trust people.. So this is not only a rant but sort of a public service announcement to warn people......"Keep your enemies close..........but your friends closer because they are more likely to fuck you over than your enemies......
I truely apologize to anyone that is genuinely interested in becoming friends, but because of this person that I thought was my friend...it's gonna make me that much more leary of getting close to anyone....My trust is no longer given freely, nor my friendship. I could go on with this but............i won't.
Thanks again to all of my "real" friends, and to the rest..........fill in your own expletives.
