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Sweetiful Me's blog: "Where I go"

created on 06/02/2010  |  http://fubar.com/where-i-go/b333077

Chasing things

Ok I get it. I was never intended to be the one to chase the white rabbit. My name isn't Alice and I'll never have tea with the Mad Hatter.

Here I thought that the whole point to life was to chase your dreams, no matter how far fetched they may seem. Now I'm seeing things from a different vantage point. I am beginning to realize that some dreams aren't meant to be chased. Some of them, you are only supposed to dream and hope for. I'm slowly figuring out which ones I should chase and which I should let chase me. I'm too old for the games and not old enough to give up. Maybe at some point things will become crystal clear, but for now there's a cloud of mist in my line of sight.

So from now on, I will let the dream chase me. I will not put it on a pedastal nor let it take over every fiber of my being, like it has been. I don't want a broken heart, or to let tears fall, so I will not let something so unsure take me over. For the moment I will continue to hope and continue to dream, but just to let you know, Dream, it's your turn to give chase. Tag, you're it

I go there

I go to that place.
 I know I shouldn't be there.
I go there to think,
I go to remember,
I go to forget.
When my heart aches,
I go there.
 When I've lost myself,
I go there.
When I question the world's motives,
 I go there.
 Sure, it'd be easier to just stay where I am,
  something draws me back.
 There's no one there,
yet I don't feel alone while I'm there.
 It wont be long now,
 before someone else finds this solitude of mine,
but for this moment in time,
 it's mine and mine alone.
 It's a place of light and dark all at once.
 It gives me hope 
 It gives me a crushing taste of what is my reality.
 I don't want to give it up.
 I shouldn't be there.
It's like my own little taste of heaven and hell.
 It's where my heart feels good
 and where my smile is warm.
I love it there.
 It's where I go, when I go there. 
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