if they slam the door one more time...ima slam their head. swear to christ. ok not really...but i'll envision it...and it'll make me feel all warm inside...til i can enhance my calm john spartan. *nod* apparently i gotta take a trip down to cottonhood in order to procure crap Munchkin needs for some project thing. joy oh joy. but then again...i do enjoy a good road trip...even if its a short one. i still hurt. and it rocks. rinse and repeat tomorrow. Munchkin's completely intrigued with baby food. dun ask me why. its a new tactic we're trying cuz Monkey is anti-food lately...so we break out the baby food. and she'll eat it. Munchkin is all..'thats so cool it comes with a lid. thats so cool it doesnt taste crappy.' i think 'thats so cool' is her new expression. better than 'fuck you' or 'eat shit' ha. i feel...the need for dessert... and...since i have some thai sweet rice... dun dun dun kthnxbi

my body hurts. yet in a good way. hot damn yoga-lates works. my entire legs... my arms... my back.. all that nice...'yes i worked my ass off' kind of...strained going on yes today is delightful. absolutely gorgeous outside i think...ima go sit out there... cuz being in the box...is really doing nothing for me. tada!

i think im ill. im not sure tho. cuz i dun feel ill... but theres something wrong if ya wake up at 7 am and feel the need to hurl and then do so. numerous times. its either illness...or severe anxiety...stress something. or maybe its the fact i came across something i ordered earlier this year...that was out-of-stock...and they're sending it now. that could be it. dunno. gotta shake it off tho...cuz ive got things to do. like laundry. oodles n oodles of laundry. *shrug* stranger things have happened? regardless...theres really nothing i can do about it now is there? so might as well be productive instead. peace'd

grocery shopping sucks chode. just thought i would share that little tidbit of information. having food is good tho. bought monkey more new clothes. mostly consisting of tops i forgot to get last ime and more pjs. cuz kids always need pjs. got the bigger girlies a new book each. cuz they dig reading as much as i do. *nod* i want a nap. cant have one...but i want one. so instead i blog. to stay awake. ha. la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and that is all. kthnxbi :D

*sings* itsssssss a beautiful day in the neighborhood a beautiful day in the neighborhood...wont you please die??? wont you please die? *stops* yes i realise thats not the way the song goes...but like...this is my world and you're just reading about it so i can do whateva i want. deal. monkeys sitting under my table/desk playing with something she shouldnt be giving me that cheesey baby grin whenever i lookit her at that says 'arent i cute?' yes she is...but she's still wickedly entrenched in the terrible 2s. question of the day. where the ass is my check. this is osmething i'd sincerely like to know...however since tomorrow is a technically stupid holiday...i wont find out til tuesday. they should seriously get rid of columbus day. asshat didnt even discover america. hence the reason we're not called columbia. tards. *shakes head* yay for baseball. yay for new computer games. yay for finally finishing Eldest boo for book 3 not being out. yay for having other books to read. yay for fabulous weather yay for slightly cool breezes wafting in my window. monkey thinks she's a boy. whenever i tell her shes a girl she goes 'no girl' oh. the cabbage patch kid geico commerical is creepy. *nod* and that is all. ciao.

oh im sorry...were you under the impression something important would be typed here? i'd say im sorry to disappoint you...but im not. out of safety and peace of mind its safer to retreat to the private place. cuz im me...and if i have a choice...between prying eyes and non prying eyes? well gee...which one do you think i'll pick? ciao.

its cold. i dig it. *nod* mostly cuz im ensconsced in my new hoodie. sometimes the squealing of the guinea pig makes me wonder if guinea pig tastes like chicken. my first edition hard cover copy of my favorite out of print book arrived today. *does a lil dance* i made pizza for dinner. from scratch. a regular cheese for the kidlets and a white pizza with fresh herbs n artichoke for moms n i. good sauce. literally. i heart baseball. its keeping me occupied as lovely background music as i accomplish all sorts of other important things i dont feel like going into cuz lets face it who cares. holy run-on sentence batman. *yawn* on that note...

go sox!

ciao

Don't be too worried if you find that you're feeling a bit disgruntled with your friends or family -- it's just the accumulation of tiny stresses. It'll all blow over pretty quickly, but for now try to lie low. oh gee ya think? whatta novel concept. *rolls eyes* kthnxbi

so...yeah. *nod* been busy busy busy and diggin it. muchly. the weather is finally cooler... my room is somewhat more situated than it was before...meaning like the table in my room is now a desk...which is working out quite well for me... took long enough to clean stuff up. ive taken a new stance on the parental thing. whenever Munchkin gets a 'late' for turning in her work...she owes me an hour in the garage. considering the garage is over half full of empty boxes we never broke down...theres plenty of work in there for plenty of punishment. plus...its less stuff i have to do...cuz believe you me...i have plenty. Monkeys finally acclimated to sleeping in Munchkins room...thru the nite no less...which means...real sleep for me...*dances*...and a period of 'me' time which lets face it ive been in dire need. taking the kids clothes shopping on Saturday...gotta put that damn child support to good use dontcha know....plus i seriously need to buy some sort of quilt...comforter (blech) ...electric blanket (blech) for my bed...cuz its slightly on the chilly side down here now...when its only hittin 40 at nite...tree only knows what its gonna be like once winter really kicks in...but thats ok...cuz i dig it. i seriously need to trim my hair...the split ends are downright dastardly. the ppl that fill up my page of what 'everyone is doing' with updating their stash...need to die. seriously. no one gives a shit. especially me. if i was more inclined and/or motivated...i'd delete your asses...but i dun feel like sifting thru all the riff raff at this particular moment. one day. soon. this i promise you. point whores. i also need to find my sketch pencils...so i can do a rough rough draft of the upstairs mural...plus i need to email walgreens my digi photos so i can get larger hard copies of the trees i wanna put on my wall. *nod* yes its time for me to retire with a nifty book...or play trivia... decisions decisions. peace.

Things might be a little strange today -- but not so much that you feel the need for a reality check. It's just one of those weird phases that makes everything seem a wee bit out of sync with your life. below me.