Its the tail end of the holidays and aside from getting a PS3 out of left field for Christmas it really isnt shit to me. Well New years is and forever shall be a night of drunken debaucher, which as I see it is a good thing. Although there is a downside to new years. I have never kissed someone at midnight on new years eve. I have had a few girlfriends around the holidays and those have been the best ones since i was younger. I am tired of this shit of always being single or whenever i eventualy find someone they turn out to be completly psycho. I dont know I'm pretty much hammered drunk right now and just miss having someone who cared about me and someone i could hold. I hate this time of year maybe next year and a negative 75 pounds i will be singing a different tune.
