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What are you waiting for?
what happens when you get what you have always urned for? Ill tell ya. You finally can accept that every thing is going to be okay. All your worrys are wipped away for awhile. Colors get brighter and people get less annoying. Ur confidense will rise to a new level ( like I relly need that) The void that you have always wanted to fill is flooded with warm fuzzy things and u can actually feel them sometimes and it tickles.
Your goals get bigger because u get the feeling theat you can do anything and in my case as an alcoholic everything. Every reason to feel like shit is gone. I dont have a reason to pout, or feel unworthy. I cant get down on myself because she wont let me. Doug smith told me once if ur in hell keep on walkin. I crawled and took every lash and poke from the demons i had created and loved and cared for in my own little version of the place. I wasnt a god in my world i was a slave. And liked it. sic huh.
thats all changed i am now probably the HAPPIEST guy on the planet because i know know if u work hard and stik to ur guns things will happen so in a nut shell quit ur bitchen and fight ur way thru it. LOVE JAS
