When you LOVE someone with all your Heart and they could CARELESS.
Talking to SOMEONE for months and then they just up and decide to STOP talking to you with no EXPLANATION and wont give you one cause their too damn STUBBORN to fucking GROW UP and act their age. (BE A MAN) or (WOMAN)
When you ask SOMEONE how they FEEL about you and they AVOID that question and change the subject.
Knowing that deep down even though he or she has done you so WRONG (MANY TIMES) in the past you still LOVE them and ALWAYS will.
Knowing that if you EVER went back to him or her it would be the SAME old BULLSHIT.
Knowing that you CONNECTED with someone and THEY KNOW that they connected with you but DONT do anything to PURSUE more.
Knowing deep down that when he or she AVOIDS answering a QUESTION they think that their SAVING you the PAIN and HEARTACHE but they are NOT it just makes it that much WORSE.
Knowing that you made an IMPACT in someones life and they just DROP you out of their LIFE altogether.
Knowing that EVERY TIME you TALKED to him or her on the PHONE they smiled the WHOLE time but they DON'T think about that ANYMORE.
Knowing that if you ever see HIM or HER with SOMEONE else you..ll completely DIE on the INSIDE.
Knowing that when you were TALKING to him or her you felt WHOLE for once in your LIFE but they DON'T CARE anymore.
Knowing in your HEART that you..d do ANYTHING possible for SOMEONE and they DON'T GIVE a SHIT.
Telling a FRIEND or SOMEONE close to you that your going THROUGH a hard time and they DON'T ask you how you are or if there..s ANYTHING that they can do to help you FEEL any BETTER.
Knowing that you..d be there in a HEART BEAT to help them BUT when you NEED them they WONT be THERE.
Being COMPLETELY IGNORED by SOMEONE that KNOWS you CARE about and think the world of,but they keep BRUSHING you OFF.
FALLING for a guy or girl that says "IM NOT LIKE OTHERS" but in the end they REALLY were just like THEM the whole time.
Knowing that you THINK about someone EVERYDAY but they DON'T ever think about YOU until you MESSAGE them or CALL,and even then they don't ACKNOWLEDGE that you even EXIST.
Knowing that theres MORE than one GUY or GIRL out there that would kill to be WITH YOU(again) but you insist on WANTING and WAITING on the one that seems DISTANCE and not want you.
Knowing that theres NOTHING you can do to change ANYTHING about how HE or SHE feels.
Believing EVERYTHING that he or she has ever TOLD you and then TAKES it all BACK like it meant ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to them.
Knowing DEEP down INSIDE that you know "WHY" and WISHING that you were PERFECT in their eyes so they would EXCEPT you(back).
Being scared to DEATH of being UNWANTED.
Being SCARED to say "I LOVE YOU" again and SERIOUSLY mean it. (MORE THAN A FRIEND)
Being SCARED of being ALONE for the rest of your LIFE and DIEING like that.
Having your HEART played with TIME after time,and STILL FALLING for the SAME ole shit.
Having SOMEONE that you CARE for FUCK with your HEAD and EMOTIONS and not CARING how it makes you FEEL.
Knowing that EVERY TIME you see their PICTURE or HEAR their voice your HEART skips a beat and you get BUTTERFLYS but they don't GIVE you the TIME of day.
Seeing OTHERS with someone that they care about and LOVE and being HAPPY...and your ALONE and DEPRESSED.
Not being WANTED cause your not the SIZE SHAPE HEIGHT WEIGHT RACE RELIGION they want. (FUCK THEM PRICKS!)
Having people JUDGING you by how you LOOK on the OUTSIDE and not TAKING the TIME to know the you on the INSIDE.
Knowing that your ALWAYS going to be picked LAST cause your not PERFECT looking enough in THEIR eyes.
Knowing that NO MATTER what you do to YOURSELF to make yourself LOOK better or PERFECT in THEIR eyes they STILL wont except YOU FOR YOU cause you will still NOT be PERFECT to them.
Being ALONE when you really NEED someone to TALK to or LISTEN,but they wont take the TIME to listen to KEEP you from doing SOMETHING incredibly STUPID.
Knowing that if you were to COMPLETELY stop TALKING to someone,TEXTING,CALLING or WRITING them ,that it WONT bother them at all and probably WONT give it a second thought to WHY you STOPPED.
Knowing that someone MEANS the world to you and they THROW it back in YOUR face.
Having someone know how you TRULY feel about them,and they INTURN use your feelings that you have for them AGAINST you to SATISFY their NEEDS.
Knowing that even though YOU dont TALK much ANYMORE you STILL have THEIR picture or certain messages that they`ve SENT you saved,and they DON'T have any of yours ANYMORE.
Having the SAME person CRUSH your HEART time after time and not LEARNING from it.
Being FOOLED by someone that you COMPLETELY trusted and LOOKED up to.
Knowing that if you EVER TOLD him or her how you really FELT about them you..d NEVER see or speak to them AGAIN.
Knowing that there are DECEIVING,CRUEL,USERS in YOUR LIFE that just don't GIVE a rats ass about what they SAY or DO to YOU.
CRYING on the INSIDE and no one KNOWS it but YOU.
Have the FEELING of COMPLETELY giving up on EVERYTHING and knowing that if you did the ONLY people that would CARE would be your FAMILY.
Sticks and stones may BREAK your bones,but words will never HURT you thats a bunch of BULLSHIT it leaves SCARS that never HEAL completely.
Wanting to CRY but choose not to cause theres NO ONE to HOLD you or COMFORT you.
Crying YOURSELF to sleep at NIGHT.
Sitting there ALL day WAITING on a particular CALL,TEXT or EMAIL and NEVER get it.
Having that EMPTY feeling in your HEART and SOUL that is........ WHAT HURTS THE MOST and knowing that it will NEVER be filled.
These things hurt no matter who you are (friend,mother,brother,dad,sister,girl friend,boy friend) or what your age you are.
Open yours eyes and your heart and just listen. You..d be real surprised by what you might hear if you just took the time to do it.
Erica Dawn.
This is not new i had it up long time ago,decided to add it back.
