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Imagine this if you will.... I want a man who in essence is like a person being stranded on a deserted island... and I come along like a crate of food he desperately needs. And I'm devoured like his appetite will never be sated....over and over again.... Is it possible?? Possibly... Is it a fantasy that will never happen? Maybe..What do you think??

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Interesting Real Facts (Strange but True) 1 Look at your zipper. See the initials YKK? It stands for Yoshida Kogyo Kabushibibaisha, the world's largest zipper manufacturer. 2 40 percent of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 3 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 4 On the average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. 5 Chocolate kills dogs? True, chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog. 6 Ketchup was sold in the 1830s as a medicine. 7 Leonardo da Vinci could write with one hand and draw with the other at the same time. 8 Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood. 9 There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos. 10 Leonardo da Vinci invented scissors. Also, it took him 10 years to paint Mona Lisa's lips. 11 Bruce Lee was so fast that they actually had to slow a film down so you could see his moves. That's the opposite of the norm. 12 The original name for the butterfly was "flutterby"! 13 By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in quicksand. 14 Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there. 15 Dentists recommend that a toothbrush be kept at least six feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush. 16 The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. 17 Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than the entire Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined. 18 Marilyn Monroe had six toes on one foot. 19 Adolf Hitler's mother seriously considered having an abortion but was talked out of it by her doctor. 20 The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order. 21 To escape the grip of a crocodile's jaws, prick your fingers into its eyeballs. It will let you go instantly. 22 The average person falls asleep in seven minutes. 23 The "pound" (#) key on your keyboard is called an octothorp. 24 The only domestic animal not mentioned in the Bible is the cat. 25 Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. 26 The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing. 27 Dreamt" is the only word in the English language that ends in "mt". 28 It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. 29 In Chinese, the KFC slogan "finger lickin' good" comes out as "eat your fingers off". 30 A cockroach can live for 10 days without a head. 31 We shed 40 pounds of skin a lifetime. 32 Yo-Yos were once used as weapons in the Philippines . 33 Mexico City sinks abut 10 inches a year. 34 Brains are more active sleeping than watching TV. 35 Blue is the favorite color of 80 percent of Americans. 36 When a person shakes their head from side to side, he is saying "yes" in Sri Lanka . 37 There are more chickens than people in the world. 38 The thumbnail grows the slowest, and the middle nail grows the fastest. 39 There are more telephones than people in Washington , D.C. 40 The average four year-old child asks over four hundred questions a day. 41 The average person presses the snooze button on their alarm clock three Times each morning. 42 The three wealthiest families in the world have more assets than the Combined wealth of the forty-eight poorest nations. 43 The first owner of the Marlboro cigarette Company died of lung cancer. 44 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. 45 The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. 46 Our eyes remain the same size from birth onward, but our noses and ears Never stop growing. 47 You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching TV. 48 A person will die from total lack of sleep sooner than from starvation. Death will occur about 10 days without sleep, while starvation takes a Few weeks. 49 Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying. 50 The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows. 51 When the moon is directly overhead, you weigh slightly less. 52 Alexander Graham Bell, the inventor of the telephone, never telephoned his wife or mother; they were both deaf. 53 A psychology student in New York rented out her spare room to a carpenter in order to nag him constantly and study his reactions. After weeks of needling, the carpenter snapped and beat her repeatedly with an axe, leaving her mentally retarded 54 "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language 55 Colgate faced a big obstacle marketing toothpaste in Spanish speaking Countries because Colgate translates into the command "go hang Yourself." 56 Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. 57 "Bookkeeper" is the only word in English language with three consecutive Double letters. 58 Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left handed people do. 59 The sentence "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter in the English language. 60 If the population of China walked past you in single line, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction 61 China has more English speakers than the United States . 62 Every human spent about half an hour as a single cell. 63 Each square inch of human skin consists of twenty feet of blood vessels. 64 An average person uses the bathroom 6 times per day. 65 Babies are born with 300 bones, but by adulthood we have only 206 in our Bodies. 66 Beards are the fastest growing hairs on the human body. If the average man never trimmed his beard, it would grow to nearly 30 feet long in his lifetime. 67 According to Genesis 1:20-22, the chicken came before the egg. 68 The longest place name still in use is: Taumatawhakatangiha ngaoauauotametea turi- Pukakpikimaungahoro nukupokaiwhenuak itanatahu - a New Zealand hill. 69 If you leave Tokyo by plane at 7:00am, you will arrive in Honolulu at approximately 4:30pm the previous day. 70 Scientists in Australia 's Parkes Observatory thought they had positive Proof of alien life, when they began picking up radio-waves from space. However, after investigation, the radio emissions were traced to a Microwave in the building. 71 Wearing headphones for an hour increases the bacteria in your ear 700 times. 72 More than 40,000 parasites and 250 types of bacteria are exchanged during a French kiss. 73 Men can read smaller print than women, but women can hear better. 74 Coca-Cola was originally green. 75 The most common name in the world is Mohammed. 76 The name of all the continents ends with the same letter that they start with. 77 There are two credit cards for every person in the United States . 78 TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard. 79 Women blink nearly twice as much as men!! 80 You can't kill yourself by holding your breath. 81 It is impossible to lick your elbow. 82 People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond. 83 It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. 84 The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. 85 If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. 86 Each king in a deck of playing cards represents great king from history. Spades - King David, Clubs - Alexander the Great, Hearts - Charlemagne, Diamonds - Julius Caesar. 87 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987, 654,321 88 If a statue of a person in the park on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. 89 If the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. 90 If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. 91 Question - This is the only food that doesn't spoil. What is this? Ans. - Honey 92 A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out. 93 A snail can sleep for three years. 94 All polar bears are left handed. 95 American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class. 96 Butterflies taste with their feet. 97 Elephants are the only animals that can't jump. 98 In the last 4000 years, no new animals have been domesticated. 99 On average, people fear spiders more than they do death. 100 Shakespeare invented the word 'assassination' and 'bump'. 101 Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand. 102 The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated. 103 The electric chair was invented by a dentist. 104 The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. 105 Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over million descendants. 106 The cigarette lighter was invented before the match. 107 Most lipstick contains fish scales. 108 And finally 99% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow
I just so tired of getting guys who just want to talk about my breasts and what I like about sex, etc. I just want someone to talk to for now. I don't know why, well I do, but I'm not gonna keep bringing it up, ok? But I feel like I'm dead inside, the part that wants passion and caring. So I'm just not going to jump into anyone's bed just for fun anymore. I can't seem to separate the two anymore. Opening up my passion would be like opening up my heart for love, and I can't do that right now. I mean I'm not lonely in a way that's bad. I'm kinda calm and sedate about it. The thing that scares me is letting someone in, I still gotta work on the Trust issue. And I've been reading alot of helpful things and moving slowly towards letting myself out there again. I just gotta get through this damned Hallmark holiday and all the commercials with love, love love....... But I don't have to worry about love coming to me, cuz all I'm getting is offers for sex. So I'll be backing off every time I hear about that online..... only cuz I'm not going to respond in the way I used to like flirting back and letting you think I want just sex. It doesn't do anything for me, ok? So please don't bother guys....unless you wanna be SHOT DOWN

my thoughts...

I get blown away every day by what I'm learning about myself. I know I'm not perfect, and I fall into the same traps of bad thinking processes, but try to quickly fix those bumps and get on the right track again. Another weekend spent on my growth, and finding ways to take another step towards being the best me I can. Someone replied to one of my blogs saying I sounded lonely. In a way I do get that way, but mostly I'm grateful that I have this time to find out what I need exactly for me. No relationship to fog up my thinking. No one to please or displease but me. Another told me that men are men and that I shouldn't expect more than a sexual come-on from them. That I should appreciate the compliments for what they are... Well, some may be compliments, and don't get me wrong, if they were I'm more than happy to accept them. But I see them for what they are after about five minutes talking to them. If they were giving me a genuine compliment, I'd be flattered that someone wanted to get to know me for who I am and telling me I was beautiful and had a great personality. But it's all about the tits, ass and pussy. Do I have a cam?? No...? Well then you should get one , NOW!! Why?? So I can see you....You can't see my pic in the IM box? All broken down to...( I wanna see you on cam....I've got my cock out..... wanna see it?? Now I'm gonna show you how I play with it.... ooo weee you're hot! Watch me cum..... Are you cumming too??uuuuuhhhhh felt sooo good!! Well baby, I gotta get back to work, (bed or whatever) Don't mean a damn thing to me....... Now what I'd love to see is .....Hi how are you....? I read your profile and see you're a very interesting woman..... I like.....(naming a few of my interests) and then we talk about them. I think you're very attractive,(and of course you've shown me a pic of you) I would love to meet you and take you out for dinner so we can get to know each other better.....Of course this conversation would be flowing like a river..... no bumps or long pauses. And I would be getting respect for holding back and not giving up my sexy self. Until we are both comfortable.... ......So is that a fantasy or wishful thinking??? I believe it can happen, whether it happens online or not. Bumping into someone could work too....... When it happens.... I'm not in a hurry and not desperately seeking it out. "You gotta learn to fall, before you learn to fly"

Wake up....

The Awakening Author: Sonny Carroll A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are...and that's OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself...and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that it's not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself...and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance. You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties... and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness. You realize that much of the way you view yourself, and the world around you, is as a result of all the messages and opinions that have been ingrained into your psyche. And you begin to sift through all the junk you've been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, how much you should weigh, what you should wear, what you should do for a living, how much money you should make, what you should drive, how and where you should live, who you should marry, the importance of having and raising children, and what you owe your parents, family, and friends. You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with...and in the process you learn to go with your instincts. You learn that it is truly in giving that we receive. And that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix. You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life. You learn that you don't know everything, it's not your job to save the world and that you can't teach a pig to sing. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake. Then you learn about love. How to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving and when to walk away. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. And you learn that alone does not mean lonely. You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs. You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK...and that it is your right to want things and to ask for the things you want...and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands. You come to the realization that you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, sensitivity and respect and you won't settle for less. And you learn that your body really is your temple. And you begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drink more water, and take more time to exercise. You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play. You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you believe you deserve...and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone...and that it's OK to risk asking for help. You learn the only thing you must truly fear is the greatest robber baron of all: FEAR itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms. And you learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. You learn that life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people. On these occasions you learn not to personalize things. You learn that God isn't punishing you or failing to answer your prayers. It's just life happening. And you learn to deal with evil in its most primal state - the ego. You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls. You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower. Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than your heart's desire. And you hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind. And you make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility. Finally, with courage in your heart and God by your side you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best you can.
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