Depression is a really serious issue. Suicide is a very real threat. Having someone to talk to so you don't deal with things alone is good and I don't have anyone that is willing to call and check up on me. I knew I was a horrible person but this round of depression really taught me that I really have only myself. My son is 8 and doesn't have anyone but me... If I did commit suicide, no one would care. I'm off to go hide again. Not that it really matters. No one would miss me.