thinking gets me in trouble, just like not thinking

The only gift I can afford to give for Christmas this year is me, who wants me?

Heart️ broken and lost, what a wonderful way to spend ones life. It takes the joy out of the little things.

Sitting home today baking pies and things for Xmas, sucks the only reason I'm doing it is for my daughters and their boyfriends. I can't seem to find my Xmas cheer, let alone the will to decorate or anything else.

Getting to the point I'm about to to just drop out of sight from everyone here at home, who wants to come with me and be a cuddle buddy

Lots of thinking, sitting here alone looks like that's the way I'm going to stay.

Just need someone to hold me, love me, play with me as I do the same for them.

Weather is getting cooler, is there a beautiful lady that would like a hairy cuddly teddy bear to keep them warm.

Can't wait to get back to Brushwood next year, 2 weeks away camping

Two weeks camping was relaxing, it was nice seeing old friends and making new. Can't wait until next year.

Getting impatient for July to get here, need to get out of this house. 2 weeks camping in Sherman, NY

Pieces are almost all picked up, now to find the glue to hold them together. But all good things in time

Slowly picking up the pieces of my heart and moving on with life

Having your heart broke sucks, hopefully there's someone out there that will want to keep me for their own.

Wishing she'd make up her mind. There's a hole in my chest where she tore out my heart. I feel like no one wants me permanently, just want to play with me until they get bored.

She loves me

Feeling lost, hurt and unloved

Sitting here with the best part of my heart and soul enjoying my relaxing night

Missing my baby, really wish she was here right now.

Laying here wishing there was someone next to me, tired of being alone all the time.