well it's been over a year-and-a-half since I've been on here two relationships later I have a whole new perspective on things. it'll be nice to be alone for a little while unless you think you can change my mind on that.

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so apparently one of my photos was marked as not safe for work I have no idea which one it would be because I really don't have any naughty photos

life is an endless Adventure filled with its ups and downs you never know where you're going to end up but what makes it worthwhile as those who come along that ride with you

oh the twists life puts you through

the last couple days have been rather busy, a mixture of seeing dear friends duringna time of sadness is never easy and you wish your time together was only during times of joy

i need to find a new job, this one is killing me and draining every moment of my life away, but the pay is really good

finally 2 days off and I can relax and unwind

yay going into 13 hour minimum days for inventory this week

argh

Yesterday I just lost my second mother after my own passed away 2 years ago, the hole inside of me that was healing waa just turned into an abyss, Im lwaving this site again for a long time, possibly forever. not that it matters to people. just posting a good bye

work completely kicked my ass this week. havent been on because as soon as i hit the door im out cold for the night, even sleeping during my lunch break to stave off passing out behond the wheel on my way home. sorry i've not been around all. then again the lack of messages of concern says a lot as well

a long day of slow cooking right now, stuffed pepper soup and chicken soup with dumplings are simmering right now the jackie gleason orchestra is playing through pandora right now and i need a rest before i start some baking

oh what ever trouble shall I get into today????

hmmmm wonder why my house smells like an italian resteraunt. oh wait maybe it has to do with me cooking 20 quarts of home made spaghetti sauce that I'm going to can.

Oh back to work today not looking forward to it... BLEHHH

oh its been a long week already and its only monday

well back on here after ages, lets see how life goes this time around