With the loss of my kids I'm ready to give up, I'm not strong enough for this With the lossx of my kids I'm ready to give up, I'm not strong enough for this I've been suffering extreme physical pain and crippling emotional pain, Not sure how to make it stop. I can't get over my pain and I'm starting to contemplate if this is all I deserve then why should I bother trying to better myself? I'm ready for the world to end. I miss my best friend so badly. I wish I could tear my heart out so I can't feel for anyone ever again. Trying to keep my kids from focusing on their mother abandoning them Thanks to all for your support during my absence Can't find my kids and I'm very scared right now I just witnessed a cat turning my garden gnome in to his elf ho. Damn My accounting class is sooo boring... I hate this holiday so much, it makes me so depressed I'd like to say that I drifted away and I never thought I'd care.... Lost and so unsure of everything When life is woe, and hope is dumb, the world says go... But the grave says come. When Life is woe, and hope is dumb, the world says go... But the world says come. Had an ok halloween Miss my son Birthday Sucked ass wish I was loved Birthday in 3 more days going crazy dreading it and just want something to take my mind off it Birthday in 4 more days and the dread is getting intense |
