Stop spamming me your lounges and blogs and friends. I honestly don't care its freaking annoying...

Gah... I hate bumping into a high school crush... Even so long later i can't help but sit here and think about her. How can a 20 minuet meeting drive me so nuts...

Spiraling down the depression spiral... Wow... Not having a good night.

God im bored....

Yay I have a new owner and she is SOOO SEXY I am so lucky!

I have not been bought in so long... I want a new owner...

Wings get fucked again! Ain't it grand.

Wigs get fucked again! ain't it grand.

Really missing my grand father right now... I wish i could still throw... I wanna go out and throw one more curve-ball for him...

Just took a personality test and it said im a son of a bitch... I scored in the 1% of agreeableness. 99% of people are easier to agree with... i think even Hitler scored better then that ...

Why do i always come off as an ass whole when i am just trying to understand or get to know people.

Why are all the women worth dating either to far away or to damn busy to date.

Strange the difference a day makes. Yesterday i was looking for a bridge to jump off today... I feel great! Amazing the way a few words can change your outlook.

... The depressing holidays are past... Why do i still feel like shit!

YaY the depressing season is almost over... Only one holiday left!

My seasonal depression is in full force after only 3 weeks.... I don't know if i can handle 3 months of this.... Need to find a way out of this perennial funk.

so tired of being alone....

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confused...

VERY happy because i am no longer hated!