Funeral for my step grandpa tomorrow

So bored

RIP my step grandpa died two days ago he was 92. And top it off would of been my dad birthday he would of been 62

Had a bad allergic latex to balloons reaction at work. Still recovering from it my body hurts my throat shut down and tongue got swallon

Dreading Tuesday ={ might sleep all day

my hand has a pulled tendon in it down to my wrist hurts like hell suppose to see a hand surgeon but idk why when there nothing broke. and to send me to a surgeon that a half hour away from where I live is kinda ridiculous. so I'm a call tomorrow and ask if they can find a local doctor otherwise I'm a just wear this hand brace till how ever long it heals. they want me to not use my hand but good luck telling me that when I'm in a wheelchair I do everything with my hands and transfers I can't just stop life.

Well my hand in a splinter

I have arthritis in my spine and hip nothing broke and no surgery it wouldn't even help the pain they said so topical creams and if that don't work I have to have a shot to numb it

rough night feel like I'm drowning I know it been 8 yrs coming up on November 9th but doesn't make that day any easier specially living in this house with good memories but also that bad memory in the garage will always love you grandpa I know deep down you never ment too hurt me by ending your life.

Bored out of my mind can't even sleep shouldn't of had coffee at 7pm lol and I gotta be up by 630am for work by 830. Fml

Have a headache for the passed 5 days worse since two days ago a box fan fell on my head twice that was sitting on my sister couch by the window

Well I can't sleep my mind going a mile a minute

Can't sleep again

Can't sleep mind keeps going and won't shut off

Please pray for a special someone I care about she going through a tough time. She needs all the prayers she can get!!!

Bored been down lately

can't sleep damn nightmares creeping back in my life my nightmare med isn't working tonight

Long ass day it was and lost my wallet in the Walmart parking lot at least the guy who found it was kind enough to drive it to the police dept. Guess I'm a have to find a new pouch to put my wallet in to carry with me on my wheelchair

Laying here bored sorta in my feels

3rd day of a headache that won't go away hopefully it not my shunt.