OK AT WORK, FRIGGIN COULD NOT SLEEP TODAY... THINK I GOT ABOUT 3HRS.. BUT... I GOT TO WORK AND IT WAS WIERD....LMAO THE CLIENTS SEEN I WAS IN A MOOD B4 I REALIZED I WAS....LOL ... AND THEY ALL TOOK OFF TO THIER ROOMS... THE LAST TIME I TOOK THIER TV, AND C OK GOODNIGHT..LOL..... NEED TO GET MY BEAUTY SLEEP.....LOL.... BECAUSE I GET TO WORK GRAVEYARD TONIGHT.. HUGS CONTINUE FROM PREVIOUS MSG.. OK TO FEEL AND NOT BE A HARD ASS.. AND ACCEPT I HAVE A GENTLE SIDE AND ACCEPT THAT THIS PERSON LOVES ME NO MATTER WHAT OK ANSWERING MSGS THIS WAY.. I PUT MYSELF IN A POSITION TO BE HURT AND UPSET THE PERSON I LOVE THE MOST IN THIS WORLD AND THAT UPSETS ME AND DAMN I FEEL FRIGGIN AWKWARD LIKE THE SAY I HOPE I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKE AND ACCEPT MY FEELINGS AND KNOW THAT ITS CLARIFYING NOT PHYSICALLY NEWS FLASH TO SELF YOU JUST GOT FUCKED NOT EVEN KISSED AND MISSY YOU ARE NIEVE I HOPE I DID NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID.... IF I DID LESSON LEARNED... I THINK I JUST GAVE THIS KID 145 DOLLARS THAT WAS TO GO TO HIS PROBATION OFFICER TO KEEP HIM FROM GOING AND DOING 3 YRS..LMAO SO I SPOKE ON HIS BEHALF TO GET SOMEONE TO LOAN HIM 100 OMG SOMETIMES DOING THE RIGHT THING IS THE HARDEST THING YOU EVER HAVE TO DO... EVEN WHEN SOMEONE GETS HURT FEELINGS.. BUT BETTER TO BE HONEST AND DEAL WITH IT ASAP OR I KNOW IT WOULD HAVE BEEN WAY WORSE working the graveyard shift tonight.. im, exhausted SITTING HERE AT THE HOSPITAL BORED AS HELL.. ....ANYWAY SIS HAS MADE IT THRU BOTH SURGERIES.. AND DOING GOOD.. AROUND MIDNIGHT SHE GOT OUT OF RECOVERY.. BY 2 AM SHE STARTED DEMANDING THAT THE DOCTORS TAKE THE TUBE OUT OF HER THROAT.. AND STARTED TO DIRECT well my sister is out of the 1st surgery.. things are looking good.. the second surgeon is with her now closing her up..and moving things around.. they will keep her sedated until tomorrow... her surgeon stated he was impressed with her strength OK. HERE WE GO AGAIN! SIS IS HAVING MAJOR SURGERY TOMORROW AND SHE IS A HIGH RISK. BUT IT IS MANDATORY.. I WILL BE FOR THE MOST PART STAYING AT USC HOSPITAL UNTIL SUNDAY.. WITH THE EXCEPTION WITH THE TRIP TO THE GYM TO SHOWER... (I HOPE THERE IS A 24 H OK I THINK I WILL DISSAPEAR FOR AWHILE. TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT Family isn't always blood. It's the people in your life who want you
in theirs. The ones who accept you for who you are. The ones who would do anything to see you smile, and who love you no matter what! AT WORK, COMPLETES ALL THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AND 2.5 HOURS TO GO... UP AND GETTIN READY FOR WORK TONIGHT... FUN,,,,, WORKED GRAVEYARD LAST NIGHT.LOL TIRED. OFF OF WORK ENJOYING A DRINK ,...... AND ENJOYING MY VACATION FROM THE COMPLICATED PART .. HE IS IN GONE ON BUSINESS TIL THURS.. FRIGGIN AWSOME |