yes , sorry to my friends , have not been on much , just needing a small break , maybe longer i hope someone i am thinking of survives her transplant operation , she is young , and hope all goes well , , i may lack trust but still give my all that she survives sorry people , i have gotten careless , and trusted to much and believed to much , feel like i have been played as a fool for my friendship , but even my friendship has a cost and trust , not sure yet but seriously looking at leaving fubar right now Merry Christmas to all my friends and family on fu Merry Christmas eve to all going to be a rough couple days for me , may or may not be here , was a year ago this week a good long time friend took his own life and had to hear about it from his children losing myself in music for a while , msg me if you want to chat i may never deserve to eel that way in my life ever , but if there is someone you look in that way in your life ever , dont walk away from them , ever , give them a chance , please, but , only as it never ever evolves me the longest ride - starring scott eastwood and Britt robertson , this movie broke my heart today , have not cried that bad in a long time think my new favorite song is going to be , disturbed's remix , the sounds of silence kind of hear , listening to and sometimes watching music video's , losing myself today this weekend is torture , diabetic nerve pain and neuropathy in full swing , may or may not be here , just depends just finished shoveling snow again today , up close to 14 inches now since wednesday afternoon , still 9 F. out side , wind chill about 0 F. almost 10 inches of snow yesterday , snowing again today , it has warmed up a little it is 3 F. now , with a wind chill of - 6 F. Happy Thanksgiving to all , hope everyone has awesome and wonderful day |