finals are now underway...My mid-tern for theater...OUCH fuck...posterboard project lame...I hate it when I can't ace everything it just FUCKS UP EVERYTHING. I'm alive and doing well. That's all that matters besides money and shit money matters most of all

BBQ is on for today I hope that it doesn't suck and that people bring their own food an such like the are supposed to I don't wanna be known as the dude who threw a lame party.

200mg seroquel...I love you all.

To Persian Princess,Bella,um and all the other hot women I'm friends with on FU I did it! I'm back in school hooray me!

Depression is EVIL. But thanks to friends like Bella I get through it. Occasionally though, on days like today I am saddened by the fact that I cannot ease a friends pain. Today is a day of remembrance for all my friends in the armed forces who lost broth

Depression is fucking evil.

Feeling something I've never felt....

Feeling good but sad. Seeing everybody else have relationships...but at least I know what I'm doing wrong. I'm just being me...Won't stop being me for anybody though the single life it is for me. At least till a chick claims me and goes mine don't touch.

Wow, Ohio State is OUT...stupid Kansas State. Well Guess I root for Kentucky.

So many girls said they loved me...and they always end up with somebody else. It just hurts, and it leads me to wonder just what the fuck is the matter with me that they find they need to lie to me like that and bounce like T I double GA ER.

Feeling very blessed today. A year ago to the day, they let me out of the hospital with two brand new lungs.

Felling Like I Got My Nuts Clipped, an That They've All Just Been Playing With Me For Their Own Amusement. They all think they boosted my self worth when really all they did was take it away.