My thoroughness and attention to every detail often makes it difficult to share the workload with others. I hate inefficiency within myself and can not tolerate it in others. This tends to cause me to over work myself. I adhere to the truth , however my ability to filter it to the sensitive ear leaves something to be desired, as I can often leave others shaken by my words. I don't know why I can't think before I talk but I do try. Emotions and emotional people are difficult for me to understand. I'm known for being calm, cool, and detached. Therefore I have a tendency to be very quiet which some mistake for being shy or stuck up- -I'm to brood and think a lot. I just don't know how to express myself in words. I seldom get overtly angry, but, when I do, I am furious and unforgiving. When I become upset or angry, my emotional reactions are overpowering for me-- reason and logic disappear in an uncontrollable outburst that ends up hurting someone or myself. I tend to keep thoughts and secret bottled up and this makes others regard me with suspicion. It is not that I am trying purposely to be evasive, it's just that I would rather not deal with the explosions and hassles that often occur when I reveal my true feelings and opinions. I am fascinated by secrets and mysteries and unanswered questions of any kind, I like to be the fly on the wall and I am stingy with my information. My sense of humor leans toward sarcasm and irony which is never ment to hurt any one. I just think odd things are funny and others see me as cruel when I laugh at some one else's expense.