But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. "Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened."- Peter 3:14
Alright, so my name is Erica, duh. I really am a shy person unless I'm around a group of people who have great personalities. My friends are some of the greatest people I've met. The best one of all is Cailin. I've known her since 6th grade and we've been sisters since day one. I couldn't have asked God for a better best friend then her. Sometimes we don't get along but we've always talked it out and gotten over things. I'm always going to be there for her and I know she's always going to be there for me. My feelings get hurt extremely easy and I take things to the heart. It really is hard to understand me. Most of the time, I let you figure me out instead of me telling you. What's the fun of that? I like hurting myself on purpose; not to grab peoples' attentions, but to relieve stress or anger. Kind of the way people smoke cigarettes. I hate working only because I don't do well taking orders from others'. Most teachers suck and so does Tech. I don't like hypocrites but you could probably consider me one. I usually don't care what people say about me. Most of them are liars and really make me angry. I don't have time for people who want to waste it. It's stupid to me. I'm a total text addict and definitely can't go 5 minutes without touching my cell. i guess that's a bad thing but I just love my phone. Don't take it from me or touch it. I will flip out. If you can't tell, I love to read. I'd rather read action packed books then 100 page books. Just give me a book with at least 500 pages and I'll be a happy girl. Hmm... if there's anything else you want to know, just ask a sister. I'll surely answer.
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Boy, I miss you. More than you'll ever know or understand. No one will EVER feel the same way I do about you.. it's true. They can say they do but they don't. I'm your true love for a reason. We had so many memories and I still want that. If only things could go back to what they used to be. We'd be fine. I promise we would have made it. I never want to forget you and I'm sure I won't. I need you. I think about you everyday. It's a curse. You tattooed my heart and I can't take that away. As much as I try to move on, I can't. I can't stop thinking about you... or the times we used to have. What we had. Everything I do has some connection to something we did or something we thought about doing. ): You have no idea how much I really need you. I could say it millions of times but you still wouldn't get it. You don't now. I say I need you and you refuse me. You won't get it through your head that we're meant to be together. I promise. Things would be completely different. ♥
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don't you know, you're the one who makes me smile. don't you know, baby look into my eyes. oh, can't you see, what i feel. you're my everything i need. darling. and stand by me.
I would definitely LOVE to meet God or Jesus Christ. I would certainly fall to my knees and worship their every command. I am thankful to be alive and to have learned about the place we call Earth. They have lead me through every decision I've ever made in my life. I take them more serious now that I'm growing up. I'm learning about what I really want to do with my life and how they are going to help me achieve. All I have to do is believe in them and they will guide me. Even through all the temptations and sins, they will always forgive me. I love my saviors.
I have meet some of the greatest people already. As life continues, I would love to meet people with the same morals and standards as me. Nothing to high. Just people who know they can overcome anything because of their past. (Like me.) They know how to have a great time, even if their having a bad day. As if nothing going on in their life is killing them inside. Also, I'd LOVE to meet that perfectly imperfect guy that wins my heart, again. I've had it happen once and it still affects the decisions I make 4 months later. I just want him to show me the world. As if I was a queen. One who knows what he's doing in life and goes for it. Liars aren't acceptable in my eyes. He has to make me smile, even when I don't want to. He knows something's wrong by the look on my face or the way I act. He tells me I'm beautiful and he loves me everyday. On his bad days, he shows emotion, not hides it. HE LOVES ME FOR ME.
Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of His might. Put on the full armor of God, that you may be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil.