I feel most alive either having sex or packing a lot of gear over rugged terrain and feeling the heat of the sun while hunting the enemy. I don't believe in whining or trying to be something you're not; that shit always gets you into trouble. Be real. Be real all the time. Don't be afraid to speak up, but don't be afraid of the consequences either, when shit happens in life it happens for a reason and it's usually a perfectlty reasonable one...so own your shit and more importantly, try to be aware of it.