PLEASE READ:I do not really care about the points, or the groups or who is dating who or owned or any of that stuff. I don't really care if I see you on cam or not. If you're hot or not. If you are bored and want to talk fine, if you are having a rough time and need to talk, ill listen, but please don't waste my time with bullshit. If it says I am online, IM ALWAYS ONLINE. It does not mean I am actually here. If you SB me i'll try to get back, if I don't send me a message and I will. If its not that important then try again some other time. I don't plan on giving out my yahoo to people who just want to tell me I am hot. Prove you can actually hold a conversation and I will give it to you. =] If you want to rate my pictures, then I thank you. If you do not want to, then don't, could care less. Also if you want to rate me a 1, i'd rather know the truth. I'll probably think of more later.
Now for a little about me if you care to read: I love to talk, but I have my moments where I just dont want to. Animals are my life as of right now I have 2 dogs, 10 fish, 2 lizards and horses.. with hopefully more to come! I love taking care of things. I love the trust an animal gives and the unconditional love they have. I go to college at Rutgers University. I am majoring in Animal Science concentration pre vet and journalism which I might switch to psychology. I also minor in Equine Science. I hate liars, cheaters or assholes.. if you do or are any of those three just stay away. =] I love my friends and I love meeting new people. Don't really care about the points or the ratings but do what you will. If you can have an intelligent conversation then lets be friends =] Ive moved around a lot during my life because of my dad's job. I loved it, not at first but I grew to appreciate how it affected my life. Taught me how to adapt and change. Nothing in life will stay the same, people will come and go, dreams wont come true, plans wont work out, you really just have to deal with it. Look around you, there is always someone who cares and will be there for you. You just have to take that look around. Anyway, I am pretty easy to get along with most of the time. Im addicted to mint chocolate chip ice cream and cafe mochas. Country music is my favorite, but i listen to mostly everything. I always hog the arm rests I laugh even when things aren't funny. I like to complain, if you don't want to listen to it, well then leave =] I love reading books, they take me away from reality. I don't know what else so yeah come talk to me =]
Oh Oh Oh, and I LOVE quotes. Here are a few:
Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others
"Fall in love or fall in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test of flunk a class. Make babies or make art. Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Dance on tables or sit in the corner. Life is divine chaos. Embrace it. Forgive yourself. Breath. And enjoy the ride..."
"Let those love now who've never loved; let those who've loved, love yet again" --- Fowles
“I carried inside me a cut and bleeding soul, and how to get rid of it I just didn’t know. I sought every pleasure – the countryside, sports, fooling around, the peace of a garden, friends and good company, sex, reading. My soul floundered in the void – and came back upon me. For where could my heart flee from my heart? Where could I escape from myself?” --– St. Augustine, Confessions
“Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Appreciate your friends. Continue to learn. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.” --- Mary Anne Radmacher
"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." --- Emerson
"This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes... rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you are in doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, love to complete your life." --- Anonymous
"That was a memorable day for me, for it made great changes in me. but it is the same way with any life. Imagine one selected day struck out of it, and think how different its course would have been. Pause you who read this, and think for a moment of the long chain of iron or gold, of thorns and flowers, that would never have bound you, but for the formation of the first link on one memorable day." ---Charles Dickens
"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, Begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it." ---Goethe
"Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your piece of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press onto the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!" ---Christian D. Larson
"Let go of your attachment to being right, and suddenly your mind is more open. You're able to benefit from the unique viewpoints of others, without being crippled by your own judgment." --- Ralph Marston
"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have." --- Fredrick Koeing
“People have to face regrets. Becoming mature means learning to accept what you cannot change, facing unresolved sorrows and learning to love life as it really happens, not as you would have it happen. When someone attaches unkindness to criticism, she's angry. Angry people need to criticize as an outlet for their anger. That's why you must reject unkind criticism. Unkind criticism is never part of a meaningful critique of you. Its purpose is not to teach or to help, its purpose is to punish. Life isn't supposed to be an all or nothing battle between misery and bliss. Life isn't supposed to be a battle at all. And when it comes to happiness, well, sometimes life is just okay, sometimes it's comfortable, sometimes wonderful, sometimes boring, sometimes unpleasant. When your day's not perfect, it's not a failure or a terrible loss. It's just another day.” --- Barbara Sher
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(last updated:June 21, 2008 @ 10:59 am)
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It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine your own: if you can dance with the wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the finger and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint others to be true to yourself: if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.
I want to know if you can be faithless and therefore be trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see the beauty even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your life from Its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"
It doesn't interest me to know where you live, or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children.
It doesn't interest me who you are, or how you came to be here, I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.