fubar user: barricade (38250)

20, Female, Chesapeake, VA

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It'll destroy you if you try to make it mean anything to anyone but yourself.

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(Just....no.)

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0% -- dry, get them a drink!

Birthday:

December 11th

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34,338 fuBucks

Joined:

June 3, 2006

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Single

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About Me:	click to close
(last updated:October 9, 2008 @ 11:43 am)
Many that live deserve death, and some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then be not too eager to deal out death in the name of justice, fearing for your own safety, even the wise cannot see all ends.-J.R.R. Tolkien I am an angry, hater type person, and I do not apologize. I give everyone I meet a chance to prove that they are worth knowing, and I am one of the most understanding people you will ever meet, if you can get past all the hurdles. It's not people I hate really, it's concepts, thought processes....I have reason behind all of my behavior. I hate... .x. Passive-Agressiveness .x. PETA .x. The Emo and Hardcore 'subculture' .x. Fake people .x. When people don't want to talk about anything but sex. [I will not cyber with you, I will not be your e-whore, I will not sit on cam for you so you can see my "smile", yes I do have msn, no you cannot have it.] .x. Hypocrites .x.Trends, and people who follow them. [especially if they say it's not a trend I'm a goth! Goth is dead people, it died with the opening of Hot Topic.] Okay, now that we've gotten through the negative...lets go to the positive [what little of it there is]. I am a cynic. Do not tell me to smile more. I do what I want motherlicker! Oh right, positive. I love music, mostly metal and industrial with a little bit of [sometimes] rap thrown in. If you ever want to talk to me, expect random and sporadic comments. I don't really care if you're offended either. Especially if you talk to me first. I play video games a lot, if I'm not answering you..I'm probably leveling my priest, or ignoring you. Or living, y'know, going places...hanging out with people IRL, I bet you didn't know people who play WoW do those kinds of things! Yes [some of us] do! Some random things about me. .x. I love dragons [and I believe I probably was one in another life] .x. NIN is my favorite band. .x. I am nocturnal. .x.I believe that Satan lives under Wal-Mart. .x. I have phobias of garbage disposals, screwing in light bulbs and automatic doors. .x.I like to go off on tangents. .x.I am here to insult you, stare at you and make you feel quite uncomfortable. All that aside, if you still want to talk to me, please by all means...hit me up in shoutbox, I love discussing just about everything under the sun. Of course, you have to be willing to actually talk. If you're on here, typing should be a skill that you have. much love and kitten fetuses, barricade

Video Games:	click to close
(last updated:September 22, 2008 @ 9:16 am)
Dance Dance Revolution, God of War, Final Fantasy, Shin Megami Tensei, Kingdom Hearts, Shadow Hearts, Unreal Tournament, World of Warcraft, Champions: Return to Arms, Rockband, Singstar, Jersey Devil. Glory to the Sin'dorei! [lmao] 70 Blood Elf Mage on Shandris. kill alliance. ^^

Music:	click to close
(last updated:September 22, 2008 @ 9:11 am)
[favorites in purple, secondary favorites in bold and the rest in regular font type] [metal] Mercenary, Iced Earth, Mortician, Soilent Green, Kingdom of Sorrow, Winds of Plague, Into Eternity, All That Remains, Dethklok, Tool, Killswitch Engage, Rammstein, Pantera, System of a Down, Lamb of God, Goatwhore, Mastodon, Opeth, Deftones, Machinehead, Gojira, Necrophagist, The Faceless, Cannibal Corpse, Dragonforce, Crowbar, Hatebreed, Nightwish, Fear Factory, Suffocation, Dir En Grey, The Red Chord, The Acacia Strain, Nightwish, Decapitated, Cattle Decapitation, Job for a Cowboy, Dying Fetus, Arch Enemy, Bloodbath, Cryptopsy, Divine Heresy, Soilwork, Hate Eternal, Horse The Band, Rob Zombie, Suicide Silence, Down, Type O Negative, Impending Doom, Behemoth, Meshuggah, Skinless, Carcass, Napalm Death, Sepultura, Origin, Dream Theater, Iron Maiden, Electronic/Industrial Nine Inch Nails, Mindless Self Indulgence, KMFDM, Skinny Puppy, Ministry, Static-X, Front Line Assembly, [old]Powerman 5000, Depeche Mode, White Zombie, Crystal Castles, Massive Attack, The Crystal Method, Juno Reactor, Orgy, Paul Van Dyk, [other] Puscifer, Flobots, Chevelle, A Perfect Circle, Bush, Taproot, [old]Drowning Pool, Institute, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Soundgarden, Audioslave, Korn, Incubus, Stone Temple Pilots, 10 Years, Muse, Flyleaf, Crossfade, Smashing Pumpkins, Atomship, Nirvana, Thrice, Queens of the Stone Age, Linkin Park, Blacklight Burns, The Cure, The White Stripes, The Mars Volta, Gorillaz, Bloodhound Gang, Pink Floyd, Regina Spektor, Jeremy Camp, Newsboys, Jars of Clay, Five Iron Frenzy, Skillet, Black Flag, Faith No More, Tori Amos, Bjork, Coldplay, The Eagles, Mannheim Steamroller, Filter, Flaw,

Interests:	click to close
music..metal and industrial in particular. Unsensitive, writing [poetry, fantasy], reading, [Neil Gaiman, Terry Pratchett, Laurell K. Hamilton, Christine Feehan, Dean Koontz, E.E. Cummings, Poe, Emily Dickinson, Richard Lovelace, Stephen King, Storm Constantine, Robert Aspirin, Hideyuki Kikuchi, H.P Lovecraft, Donald Tyson, Henry Rollins, Sergei Lukyanenko], drawing, gaming, sarcasm, human interaction. and this is awesome. Some Quotes Friedrich Nietzsche -Although the most acute judges of the witches and even the witches themselves, were convinced of the guilt of witchery, the guilt nevertheless was non-existent. It is thus with all guilt. -Fear is the mother of morality. -In heaven, all the interesting people are missing. -It is my ambition to say in ten sentences what others say in a whole book. - The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. -There is not enough love and goodness in the world to permit giving any of it away to imaginary beings. J.R.R Tolkien -It does not do to leave a live dragon out of your calculations, if you live near him. -Not all who wander are lost. Terry Pratchett -I'll be more enthusiastic about encouraging thinking outside the box when there's evidence of any thinking going on inside it. -For animals, the entire universe has been neatly divided into things to (a) mate with, (b) eat, (c) run away from, and (d) rocks. -It could not be happening because this sort of thing did not happen. Any contradictory evidence could be safely ignored. -Seeing, contrary to popular wisdom, isn't believing. It's where belief stops, because it isn't needed any more. -Voodoo is a very interesting religion for the whole family, even those members of it who are dead. (maybe more later)

Idols:	click to close
�I believe that today more than ever a book should be sought after even if it has only one great page in it. We must search for fragments, splinters, toenails, anything that has ore in it, anything that is capable of resuscitating the body and the soul.� �Nothing Brings People together more, than mutual hatred� �It'll destroy you if you try to make it mean anything to anyone but yourself.� �You would think that pot had some kind of power; I mean come on, it's a plant, not a reason for living. Controlled by a plant, how hilarious. A plant! A fucking plant!� �There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall, so many laws to keep you from experience. All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy, stifling state in which most people pass through life. I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride. All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die. I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow. I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun - hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks. People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case." I will turn and say to them "It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job, cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive. For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that. For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!" And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.� �I don't want to know. I don't need it. I don't want the information that millions of people have. I don't want to be fed these boring facts and figures. Then you'll become one of the masses. I'd rather starve my mind a bit and have to search out nutrition in stranger places.� �I just want something I can never have.� �My doctor says, 'You've got one of the hardest ones to treat because it's not bipolar, it's not up and down, you're always just about a quart low in the mood department,� �I've become impossible, holding on to when everything seemed to matter more.�