IM BACK! I have missed you all so much Hope to hear from you all soon. Hugs n kisses Carrie
I won't stop revolving I can't stop replaying the thing I've done The way I feel
During the day it's simply best pushed to the back But in the night it creeps forward Like a choking vine of desperation Reminding me of the hurt, betrayel and sorrow
The throat tightens with emotion The eyes sting from tears shed and still waiting The heart clenches as if it's being squeezed Into a black ball of nothing more than pain
It didn't last long But it seemed much longer than it was
With you I felt safe and comforted But to you I lied and betrayed I can't express the emotion I can't stop the tears
Forgiveness is not an option And neither is the quiet black solitude I so desperately seek From my own private thoughts From the damnation I feel It's easy to pretend that it will pass And in time it will lessen
But I can't look forward When I keep looking back
Let me just start off by saying that I am a Proud mother of a beautiful set of twins. I have a son Elijah Jae, and a daughter Alexia Dae that are 4 years old. I have lived in Texas almost all my life. I was born and raised there but left and went to Michigan when I was 17. From there I moved to Deleware and then to Mississippi, Florida, Pennslyvania, Maryland, and I spent a short time in Louisianna. People would tell you that I am a very easygoing person and that I have a big heart. I am very outspoken, sweet and honest but piss me off and you'll see the Bitch in me! I am a people person I get along fine with everyone. Anyone that knows me knows that I am a chatter box. (lol) I love to talk, and I am good at it too. I don't like to see anyone hurt or upset. I am ditzy I will do just about anything to put a smile on someone's face. I am here to make friends and that's it. I am not into drama so if that's what you got leave it outside of my profile. As for anything else, I guess that you will have to figure out on your own. I have said all I need to for now. If you are looking for more you need to look else where. Like that old sayn' there are plenty more fish in the sea so go fishing there!
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Aquarius
You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too.
Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack.