A claim to perfection I have not. Perfect I cannot be.
I, like you.....am human. Prone to make mistakes.
Failure is not a character flaw, Just a part of the human makeup.
I live, I laugh and I also learn. My knowledge is incomplete.
I am searching all the time, in waking hours as well as sleep.
I have a long road to travel, as well as you do.
We learn our lessons on the way. Wisdom we shall accrue.
Accept me as I am Because I am ....ME And You are YOU.
No one like me in the world. That is my only guarantee.
Im That Mysterious Woman
"Mysterious, my feminine essence
to your masculine intellect
No power posturing
or devious devices
embraced by my heart of love
I can be experienced
only in the depths of yours
No mind pondering
or psychological deductions
will ever solve enigma
conquer emotive flow
penetrate mystique
enter the matrix warmth
Of a woman in love
Gentle worshipful touch
of your skillful hands
and hot sweetness of
your tender sensual lips
my body craves
and trembles with desire
to couple with yours
All that is hard and masculine
My softness yearns to surround
But it is your soul, familiar
beloved through eons of time
mine longs to melt into forever
Solving the enigma of femininity
in one solitary shinning moment "
All are Originals are of GinelliAmari's property And Copywritten2006 All other are mere thefts of my work
ITS NOT HARD
To GET
my attention
but it is even harder
To KEEP
my attention...
this page is not for the
Average man
because it is not made by an
Average woman
Love me or leave me
but don`t expect me to be
One in a Milion
It is interesting what some people
expect me to be or to do.....
but some things end before they
even started...
sometimes a dream becomes so
real that you almost
think this is true,but when you finally
open your eyes,
you realize that this was just an illusion,
nothing more and nothing less
No, I am not all that
and I am not perfect either
but I know what I want
what I can do for myself and
for others
and what I expect from life..
do you?!?!?!?
Its Not..
hard to have somebodys body
but it is even harder
to have that persons
MIND
and be a part of
that persons
SOUL...
to be honest
there have not been too
many People
in my life who had both,
and those who had it didn`t
appreciate it...
Its Not
Hard to realize your Worth
And Decide
No more Settling for Less
So if it Takes Me Forever
To find that person to Capture
Mind And Soul
SO BE IT
Im in No Rush...
"For all the things I`ll never be
For all the things I`ll never see
For all the nights I`ve spent alone
For all the dreams I`ve never owned
For all the tears that washed my face
For all those times I fell from grace
I`m everything I am Because I survived
For all the love I`ll never find
For all the poems that never rhymed
For all the emptiness inside
For all the ones who ever lied
For all the sadness and despair
For all the ones who didn`t care
I`m everything I am
Because I`m alive
For all the self inflicted pain
For all the times it didn`t rain
For all the words I didn`t say
For all the times I lost my way
For all the darkness in my light
For all the ways I tried to fight
I`m everything I am
Because I survived"dd
"Take me to the depths of your heart where we begin and never to part Take me to the essences of your being where there would be love worthy of seeing Take me to the touch of your feeling where I could be in your very being Take me to the edge of all your senses where your world would break down All my defenses Take me to that special place undress me of this fine lace Take me to your deepest desire Where you will feel as if You are on fire Take me to where I have never been before Yes, that is me knocking at your door. "
"Declaration of Self Esteem
I am me.
In all the world there is
no one else like me.
There are persons who
have some parts like me,
but no one adds up
exactly like me.
Therefore everything
that comes out of me is
authentically mine
because I alone chose it.
I own everything
about me.. my body, including
everything it does;
my mind,
including all its thoughts
and ideas; my eyes,
including the images
of all they behold; my feelings,
whatever they may be anger,
joy, frustration, love,
disappointment,
excitement,
my mouth and all the
words that come out of it ,
polite,
sweet or rough, correct or incorrect;
my voice loud or soft;
and all my actions,
whether they be to others or to myself.
I own my fantasies,
my dreams, my hopes,
my fears.
I own all my triumphs
and successes,
all my failures and mistakes.
Because I own all of me,
I can become intimately
acquainted with me.
By so doing,
I can love me
and be friendly
with me in all my parts.
I can them make it
possible for all of me
to work in my best interests.
I know there are aspects
about me that puzzle me,
and other aspects
that I do not know.
But as long as I am friendly
and loving to myself, I can courageously and
hopefully look for the
solutions to the puzzles
and for ways
to find out more about me.
However I look and sound,
whatever I say and do,
and whatever I think
and feel at a given
moment in time is me.
This is authentic and
represents where
I am at that moment in time.
When I review later how
I looked and sounded,
what I said and did,
and how
I thought and felt,
some parts may
turn out to be unfitting.
I can discard
that which is unfitting,
and keep that which proved fitting.
And invent something
new for that which I discarded.
I can hear, feel, think,
say and do.
I have the tools
to survive,
to be close to others,
to be productive
and to make sense and
order out of the
world of people and
things outside of me.
I own me,
and therefore
I can engineer me.
I am me..
And I am OKAY
Music:
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(last updated:November 9, 2006 @ 5:13 am)
Ahh.. Music is the Key to The soul .. Had to Post this Thanks to Legasey..
Listen, what the **** are WE as the recipients of HipHop - the culture I'm talking about - planning to do to keep this mother****er viable? I'm straight-up tired of East rappers complaining about Southern rap and pop music's contribution to the destruction of lyricism; just as much as I'm tired of hearing the fake-ass HipHop analyst tell me that the tide of rap music popularity travels in ebbs and flows... and that it's going to eventually find its way back here to New York. I'm tired of dumb-ass little young mother****ers whose total time on Earth thus far wouldn't equate to the running time of a quarter of the classic material they refuse to pay the appropriate respect to; just as much as I'm tired of some fake-ass rap purist who won't give anybody but his homeboy a concerted listen, yet could recite you the majority of the same EXACT goddamn lyrics he claims are the downfall of the genre. I am SICK and tired of the occasional rap listener telling me what artist is nicer than whom. Shut the **** up! I am SO tired of reading internet interviews where rappers on the grind explain to me how much they bring to the game that's different, only to have me hear what sounds effectively no different from the last couple of joints I've heard from most everyone else. I'm tired of HipHop publications printing articles on the 'current state of Hiphop'... none of them have a decent rating system! I'm tired of EVERY single HipHop internet radio station and internet site delivering the same exact press releases VERBATIM. I am tired of anyone who has to tell me how they support 'real music'; who in the same breath hasn't bought a CD since LimeWire came out. I am tired of the terms "street ****", "club joint", "fire", "commercial", "nerd rap", "underground", "old school" and most of all "THE TRUTH". I'm tired of no one being able to have a mother****ing opinion on who they think is the better rapper without someone trying to quantify rap down to flow, lyrics, swagger or some other made-up category that they to decide throw on for ****s and giggles. I'm tired of anyone who makes a Top 5 or 10 or 20 'Greatest MC's' list with like 75% of their entries being artists who dropped after '93. I'm tired of HipHop making so much noise, but having so little voice. I'm tired of having a thousand more issues that I'm tired of wrestling with our culture over. You are too, right? I know all of us... ALL OF US... artists, wannabe-artists, listeners, fans; ALL OF US are tired of this ****. What the hell are WE going to do to make it what it's supposed to be? Right about now, it seems like a whole lot of nothing... ~*~ I wrote this Little Thing about Hip Hop Because Im Into music seeing I own a Recording studio. I travel back and forth to LA all the time. My Brother is Ent lawyer which has given me the pleasure to be surrounded and meet some wonderful and not so wonderful people in the buisness. For the most part Most of these "CELEBS" are real people , With a job to do. Something they Love like you and me but because they are under the spotlight .. It sort of brings the bad in most of them out. I can Honestly Say. I have become Friends and I dont mean Just someone i met but friends with some Really great people. Terrence Howard Who happens To be one great actor is a great friend of mine and he couldnt be Any more realer than you or me. John Gotti his mom and brothers have lived the life under the Cameras and controversy Because of thier Dad For along time. But John and I are best friends. Hes one of the few people I can Trust. All Im saying is before you JUDGE people.. really get to know them.. Because youll be surprised to how they really are and that includes me..
"Beauty is not measured by what you see in the mirror, but on what other`s see in your heart"
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"They say the EYES are the Passage way to the Soul... Look Deep into my Eyes and there you may find all that reaches my Soul"...
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@ginelliamari2004
Writing is my Passion..
Its my way of words that Express
who I am and what IM about..
I love:
My Family
My Friends
Traveling
Cooking
Passionate , Intimate Moments..
Personal Level: Im 26
Born On Christmas Dec 25,1979
So dont forget the Cards and Gifts ..Dolce and Gabbana and Chocolate covered Strawberries will do .. Im Pr and Italian
the Baby of the family.
I have lost Many people Close in my life which has made me into the strong individual I am today. I lost my Parents and a Brother in the last few years of my life. Makes One wonder why we tend to wait on things that makes us happy.
Me, I live life to the fullest on a Daily Basis and Dont regret anything I have done good or bad for without them I wouldnt of learned and Moved on .. Just to Update here.. I currently Own Diamond Diztric Ent. Which is multi complex bld In NYC Central Park West area.. Diamond Diztric Recording studio, Diamond Diztric Health /internet cafe and A spoken word Cafe at night And also Diamond Diztric Designz Which currently my best friend Gina on my profile is handling. Due to some circumstances ..Grand Opening has been pushed back To maybe around the xsmas Holiday or first of the Year but I have A lot of Interesting and some surprise Guests attending. Ill let everyone In On when and When Tickets go on sale for this event. Ill be soon taking applications for several positions.. And will post them In a Bulletin.. Im very Strong willed and will NOT tolerate any BS from no one. I know when a person isnt being honest with me. Maybe not at first But I will sense it right way. Just like with this one person On here who swears He can sweet talk people OR with his pics.. But to be honest .. These people have little in common with me. Im looking for the Man Who can share my Interests.. Life, daily happenings and i can do the same. I dont need a father , I dont need a protector Im capable of Taking care of myself. I need to someone to care for me as person and Love me for who i am and who I will become in the years to come. I need a person I count on, trust, and be there when I really need them as i would be for them. Simple really?? Then why is it so Hard finding that right Person..
Please Make YourSelf Aware of Changes ... And DO something FAST
To all the men out there, who tell me I`m beautiful and sexy, even after they realize they aren`t getting any.
To my buddies online, who nurture my talent with words, helping me grow and feeding communication.
To all these people, who have touched my life I think of you at night.
And I Thank You
To this special guy, who told me how Grateful he was for my Love by Glorifying me and everything I do.
I have Been Known For many Years AS EXOTICTREASURE.. Have screen names such EXOTICEYES and so On.. Known for the Infamous BLUE ROSE THAT Is my trademark on my Calendar.. Love it..I am Truly The Only and The Original Diamond Treasure.. Ask Anyone! ;)Any One Else Faking the Fake Of the DiamondTreasure is Simply Doing that Faking it !
"You are the one who touches my soul the one I reach for at midnight and long to hold through eternity I thought I knew love and then I found you
You are the only one who knows my thoughts before I speak them the one who understands the words I never express and silent tears I cry
You alone can move my heart to ecstatic heights, despairing depths we are joined at the soul no emotional surgery can successfully separate us
You are the one with whom I can be only and always who I really am I never have to try to please you No need for embellishment You love the real me just the way I am
You touch my subterranean well of pain drawing out my waters of grief and drinking of my sorrow until your strength entwines with my weakness
You gave me a reason to live again when once I wanted to die You made a slave a goddess with a sweet dream of love and days of laughter
You are the one I desperately searched for the fulfillment of my long quest resting place of my heart unique and precious one you are my song of joy the one I love"
GinelliAmari2005
Idols:
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I would Have to Say My Parents May they rest In Peace.. They spent thier lives Helping others for they both were Doctors.. But they taught me the Most Valuable Lesson of all.. Be yourself and Dont let anyone undermine you. Be strong and giving and caring For one day you will rewarded In Love and Happiness.. I have Many many Wonderful Family Members and Friends and They are all my Heros..
My titi Gina,Who lives in Mass and also has a myspace page. She has been there for me when i needed her and Shes my postal service provider when Im not in Mass.LOL Seems Like my stalker is spreading rumors that I am her. LOL well Titi told you Haters are crazy and People will not stop . But I love you and thank you for always being there for me.
Will Never Forget
May you Rest In Peace with the Angels Above
"Friends are rare jewels Our lives would be so Impoverished without Someone we can talk to And let it all hang out Those who know us well Through our good And dreadful days See our many weaknesses And love us anyway
Friends won’t turn away When tears begin to fall Our battles become their's They stay to share it all Telling us the truth , even if It’s not what we want to hear Holding our heart close And gently calming our fear
True friends are those Who share our joys And catch us when we fall Not loving just the best of us But accepting of it all In a black midnight sky Friends are blazing stars There is no greater treasure Than the kind of friend you are"
On a Personal Note..Theresa You have Been the Friend that I can rely On and that Have shared so much common ground with one another is uncanny to think how much alike we are.I dont know what i would do without you in my life. I love you And Never stop Giving up..
I dont post personal Pics of friends or family on the Reg Practically Not at all..I have known this Female(Anne Marie) Gina for the past 18 years.. We went to kindergarten together..Were Next Door neighbors in Cambridge , Shared a childhood and teenage life and adult life with each other. I trust this Girl with all that is in my heart.. She Since has moved to NYC and Lives Downstairs In the same Bld In Manhattan. Shes A Model , Actress and her passion Interior Design. She did my place in NYC and Its Incredible. .. Anyways I love You Girl always. Vp Of Diamond Divas Designz (coming Soon Summer 06)
Cristina.... My Angel... Mi Amiga..What can I say ... We Met Under Difficult Circumstances and actually Hated one another although we were both led astray with Matters of the Heart.. So when you actually Flew into NYC to see me and we had our LIL pow wow and realized certain things.. the Best thing ever that came out of it was our friendship.. We may not talk as much seeing you had to Move your Booty to Las Vegas and all .. But I luv ya and you will always be in my heart.. Friends for Life Girl.. Hey I love your tattas lol at least they are Real lol
Luis, What Can I possibly Say About you. I had to add you Here because you Are My Heart and Soul. You have been there when No One else has. You Know My Every mood (almost :) ) And You Know when something is wrong even If i dont say it. I admire you and Look up to you Much. You Have Lost the Most precious Gift of Life..Your Wife In the Unspeakable Tragedy that effected Our Nation 9/11.. You since have become the Most caring and loving father that I knew you always were. But to carry On the responsibility of 3 teen and adult children Is a hard task and your doing it So well. I admire your strength , your loyality and your Love. I care for you deeply and I wanted you to know that. You Belong here as my Closest shoutout But more important In MY heart..
Flaco.. Hmm What can I say to you Or about you.. this is going to be A whole Shout out page soon.. lol But Ok here goes.. Years ago.. When we first met.. You were the OTHER thorn on my Side.. The other one is still there lol .. But Time has healed all wounds and we became Friends. I respect you So much. I learned to Care for you And Love you for the Man youve become. Time changes People some for the good and Some well They never do.. But When I heard about the Hurricane Katrina and you being In New Orleans I was scared to death for you as well as all the other people.. But I tried calling you over and over and got what everyone else did the same damn message "Due to the Hurrricane all lines are Down" well that was it.. I was scared to death for you Till that day that i got your call And I was in tears to know you were safe .. although you lost everything. Which is why we held that benefit and still raising money for you and the Victims.. I love you Flaco.. Remember that
Nando.. OMG What Can I Say!! It is so true that we are So much alike.. We have known each other now for a few years and I really am lost for words of what you really Mean to me. My Thoughts are with you on a constant Level.. Each day goes by and there is not one that I dont stop to think of you at least Once .. And I know I mean To call you .. Just to say Hey And then of course something around me interrupts but we somehow connect one way or another. If I ever Lost you.. A part of me would Truly Die.. You have Become a big part of who I am as person and a writer and your Life and Story Has inspired me to Fight and Move on . And I cannot and Will Not allow you Not to be in Life .. EVER..