~Jude~ Happily divorced mom of Amanda, who's not really 12 yrs. old but a short 40 yr. old! She is the Love of my life, the center of my whole world, and my heart walking around outside of my body. I'll never love anyone like I love Mand, and I am Mama Bear when it comes to her, if you do anything to hurt her or make her cry I will come out with both guns blazing, not a whole lot of pics of her here, I'm just not sure about splashing my kid all over Fubar. And speaking of pics of children...here's to the women here who post pics of their children, right next to their naked pics (looking for a new Daddy for the kids, girls? That is So disrespectful to your kids, you slobs, you have ZERO FUCKING CLASS) you're Disgusting. Yes, I have a cam and please don't ask to see me on it. If that's all you want then keep going past my page, I don't broadcast. YES I have Yahoo and NO, I'm not adding you, my Yahoo is for Family and Friends, I don't want your Yahoo or e-mail addys and I'm not xchanging pics with you, that's Disgusting and for immature, insecure Tweenies, or whatever you call yourselves, I've got more class than that, (besides, only One man gets to see/know my whole package :) ) Get off my page if you're looking for someone to get you off, it ain't gonna happen with me, AND...Anyone worth knowing isn't going to ask me "Hey Sexy, wanna cam?" Ugghhh, Nauseating.... (And seriously guys, Truly, how much respect do you really have for a woman who'll show you and everyone else every bit of the package she's toting around?!) If that's what you want just pass me by and go on to some other slobs who do, there's plenty of them here, nasty things that they are, Every song on my playlist is a mood and a memory, and there's more, but I gotta keep some things to myself, lol, but at the moment, Blue, Leann Rimes ....
*~I'm the lucky one, :) XoXoXo's~*
I HAVE NO PROBLEM TALKING IN MY SHOUTBOX, AS LONG AS YOU SHOW SOME RESPECT-I'M A PERSON, NOT A PIECE OF MEAT. IF YOU START A CONVERSATION WITH HI SEXY OR HI BABE, THEN I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU. MY NAME'S NOT SEXY AND I'M NOT YOUR BABE AND THAT COMPLETELY TURNS ME OFF, JUST BEING HONEST AND UP FRONT ABOUT THAT.I'M NOT A TWENTY-SOMETHING WITH LOW SELF-ESTEEM AND INSECURITIES WHO NEEDS TO BE TOLD CONSTATNLY HOW PRETTY OR SEXY YOU THINK I AM. I CAN CARRY ON A DECENT CONVERSATION AND JOKE AROUND WITH YOU LIKE YOUR BEST FRIEND AND THAT'S WHAT I LIKE TO DO, SO HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME! OH AND FYI, I DON'T ADD KIDS. ABOUT FRIEND REQUESTS, IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME, AT LEAST HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY IN YOUR REQUEST, OTHER THAN "HEY SEXY, ADD ME?" THAT'S NAUSEATING, & FYI, I'M NOT ADDING YOU TO GIVE YOU POINTS, BUT IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A FRIEND, WONDERFUL! I love to laugh and I can be a bit sarcastic and contradictory, as I am here in my profile, lol, but once you get to know me you'll know I'm the easiest person to spend time and joke around with. If you're my friend I'll shower you with gifts, points and comments and all that fun stuff 'cause you deserve it! ~Read My Profile~ I'm not looking to play games, or for people who do, just to meet some new friends ~ who know How To Communicate, and one more thing, if you've got pot leafs on your profile or as your background, I'm moving on w/out rating you, Morons, WTF are you thinking?!...
What else About Me...I was told when I was 16 I saved someone's life, I've never thought of it that way, just finished a CPR / First Aid course in school and took my coat off and put it on someone who'd just been hit by a car, they said when someone's in shock keep them warm, it was freezing but I think she was colder than me and needed that, saved a life? I don't know about that, though, and to this day, she sends me an x-mas card every year, :) thanx Ms. Kraus, I Love You :) ...I have an insane fear of spiders, there's a few stories to go along with that but suffice it to say if I see one I'm running either out or in the door, and my fear of dying is even greater, I don't want to leave, and to say that choke's me up, I'll never be ready to go and leave this life, don't want to leave the sun and rain and kisses on my forehead and the smell of my daughter, I can't imagine Ever being ready to go...Love to laugh, especially at myself, and being around people who make me laugh. Love my family fiercely, Mom and Dad are the smartest, most honest, hard-working people I know and my Heros. I'm crazy about my friends and there is nothing I wouldn't do for them if they needed me. I'm compassionate, but I won't be taken advantage of. I'm very feminine and I like that about me. I'm smart, strong, educated, funny, I cook like Betty Crocker, I'm a lady in the parlor, I definately have a freaky side, and I'm Beautiful because ~I'm Not perfect~.I don't play games, what's the point? I say what I mean and mean what I say, like me or leave, I am who I am, and I like me! Dislikes? There's plenty, lol, Men who lie and aren't grown up enough to be honest! Lazy, Rude, Know-it-all's, cold weather, any kind of beans other than green beans, bad drivers (no one knows how to drive but me! lol) liars, insects, bad spellers, take the time to proofread, people! soccer Moms and gossipy women...About my pics~ If they get a rise out of you, Good...they're simply who I am. And Yes! They're all Me! For those that ask the stupid question, "are your pics real?" Of course they are, I don't hide behind Photobucket images like some morons do, I don't need to. Yeah, I have to toot my own horn here, I do think some of them are damn good pics, lol *~About my Private folder...Get over it! Don't ask to see them, or become family Just so you can see them, if I get to know you and trust you, I'll invite you to family, my Family members aren't just there to look at my pics, (and they are Fabulous!) they're Family for a reason, they're decent people who I know and trust and value. They're just some bondage pics anyway, and me?...And my Nudes? The ones you all ask about but haven't seen?...those are on XPEEPS and you'll have a hard time finding me! Aaahh, there I can be the exhibitionist I like to be and no one knows it's me but Me! That said!, I'm not harsh or unkind and I'm actually a very sweet person to talk to, just have to get some things said up front because some people just don't get it, and if you got this far, Thanx, for reading me...
-You are very welcome...You are obviously a very beautiful and sexy woman..physically attractive and enticing..but in your pics..I see a wonderful ..fun..and exciting spirit as well..a woman strong enough to submit and damn all those who would not agree..and also a fun and adventurous spirit of a woman mature enough..and wise enough to enjoy her wonderful sexuality..you are a beautiful woman..thanks for sharing your inner and outer beauty with me..Dom/Meridius
_Ahhh..I am very honored..by your posting..you are a sweety..and once again have shown why I find you.....BEAUTIFUL..." Dom (Meridius)
-WELL YOUR A LADY AND A PERSON ABOVE THAT LOL ITS NOT YOUR FAULT YOUR BEAUTIFUL (DAMN MOM AND DAD) LOL BIG DADDY {D.S.C.}
-You are soooooo a triple threat, beauty, breast, and brains!!! bigd
-You talk like it was some chore for me. I continued on because it was increasingly enjoyable. You've got a natural next door quality that really appeals to my senses, so I felt compelled to point that out. Having it acknowledged is more than I expected, so that in itself is a gift. :) Majik
-GOOD?! You just think you look GOOD? Now THAT'S an understatement!!! Rob
-Believe it or not, I think of you often darlin ;) Rob
-I read your profile completely and really appreciate how well you describe your likes, dislikes, wants and don't wants (XPEEPS? Hmmm). You seem to be one of those rare chicks (I hope that term doesn't offend you) who is at peace with herself and pretty much settled down. That's a good thing. 10 years ago I was a mess but now I've come to the point where I'm able to keep my fantasies and desires at bay (to a point).
Based upon your history with your Ex... I'll presume that you know what an unhappy marriage is all about. You and I could have long, long conversations about that topic. Have you ever been in a marriage that has no sex? None?
Sorry... I'm going off on a topic that should be between friends or Family. Mybad.
I'm sorry he hurt you.
Tracy
--oh my...effin' god. i couldnt even get past the nude women with pics next to their children without spitting out my soda...and the shoutbox paragraph was awesome...i think i have to savor the other half of your profile reading for later so i dont have a heart attack in mid-read! :) Little Buddy ( This right above, (Little Buddy) is the Only friend request I've posted, the rest are messages, and thank you :) but this request got my attention because it made me laugh out loud and I was Thrilled to give somebody else a laugh, people ask me why I'm so angry and I am So not, and those who know me know that, this was just so sincere, it's my Favorite friend request, thanx Michael :) and Yes! check him out! :) )
-That They Are. And You Are Part Of That World Now Too. MrCharm 2001
-you are so very welcome. Its your eyes the amaze me and well make me want to look into them. So working on pictures allows me to do that Have a nice day beautiful ... KDog akaKevin
-"Oh you see..just like I said, when you least expect it! I am so happy for you. You are such a wonderful person and the man upstairs was waiting to direct the right guy your way!! I was trying to see who the hell left his poptarts...lmao" SoCal Lady
~*~60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS)
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.
If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game , she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting.
Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it.
Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated.
Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk, if you are acting like one. You don't ever have to wonder where you stand with her.
Yes, we praise women over 40 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed, hot woman over 40, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year old waitress. Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?", here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage. Why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage!~*~
*~XoxoxoxoX's~*
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Disturbed, Pantera, Alice in Chains, Stone Temple Pilots, Nickelback, Puddle of Mud, Allman Brothers, Kenny Chesney, Sugarland, I like Stevie Ray Vaughn, I'm the only one I know... The Eagles(Seven Bridges Road), James Taylor, Motley Crue, back when they started out, when I was 16, and it was Shameful!!!!, That was the Motley Crue that I know and love.
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~I have a soft spot and a weakness for a man with tattoos, shaved head, piercings, and muscles, I Love big arms on a man, and size, he's gotta be bigger than my 5'3...Oh my Lord, these things make me weak in the knees...a sense of humor and someone who can carry on a conversation, and who values his Mom and family & friends,and Dominance, I'm attracted to the man who takes control of everything...*including Me*..this is what I like, for all that keep asking and I don't know why you do but there it is! I want that man, that'll take care of his family, Don't get me wrong, I'm capable and have been supporting my daughter & I for 3yrs and I'll keep doing that, But! He'll sweat and swear and go to work everyday and get pissed and work like Hell for me? for us? and at the end of the day, come home to me? I'd give Everything for him, that's all I want and have wanted, someone has character and integrity and honesty and isn't a bullshitter, but a hard working, decent guy, who'd treat me like I should be treated, you know? Make me a priority, not an option. Sigh, ~WHISKEY LULLABY~ it's on my playlist, I listen to it, and listen to it and listen to it again, with no dry eyes, that's a wound that's cut so deep I'll never talk about it, but it's a part of me, and no one knows the story except God and I, and him, and he's gone So it's just between the two of us now....So! as Someone told me, if you don't accept my worst, you don't deserve my Best :D I love Calvin and Hobbes, the comic where Calvin made a few snowmen standing around one that had his head knocked off is one of my favorites, lol, and KVET! Thanx Paul, for turning me on to Texas music, :D XOXO's...Reading, I'm a Big fan of Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles, I've read and re-read them too many times, The Vampire Lestat,and The Mayfair Witches are my Favorites. Writing,(I write erotica), I'm working on getting my stories copyrighted to submit them for publishing. I Love, love, love Dahlia's, Tinkerbell! My steering wheel cover, floor mats and seat covers are all Tink, thanx to someone who doesn't talk to me anymore, but thank you! Balloons and PUMPKINS! I Love Them! My daughter is my biggest one and the love of my Life, which explains my pumpkin tatoo with the letters of her name in between a vine of them. TV? I love Old Christine, The Office, My Name is Earl, Special Victims Unit, I go back and forth between comedies and Cold Case Files and anything having to do with true crime, forensics, the prosecution side of law and order, any serial killers, I really don't think there's any I haven't read about or whose story I haven't seen, my favorite is Ted Bundy, a lawyer and a serial killer for Years and nobody knew! What else? Did I say Balloons? Yes, I did, but I'll say it again, sigh, I love balloons! Green Bay Packers, Baby! I Love Football. My bare feet on warm grass, Cherry Chapstick, the smell of it sends me back to being 16 again, Red wine, and the hot sun on my face. I absolutely Hate water on my face, which makes no sense because I shower everyday and love swimming, lol, but the minute that water's in my eyes I'm drying my face, go figure, Don't like the ocean, except for fish, and speaking of food, Al Bundy said it best when he said "I want some form of dead animal on my plate for dinner", I agree! Forget the pasta and veggies, give me a steak and I'm happy.
I Love BBQ'S, I'm the BBQ Master, lol, and I think the ones that taste the best are the ones done in the rain and cold. Halloween is my favorite holiday, and Nothing compares to a dark, stormy day. Love animals (which is why if I see you've got folders of your pets I rate all those pics!) and my friends, XOXO, they have been through the best and the worst with me and still love me, lol and I love them fiercely, have no use for mean people, life's too short to be mean and angry all the time, what's the point? It's an adventure, a terrible, wonderful adventure and the journey and the moments that make it up are what matters, :)...!
~ I Love it, I'd love that kiss on my forehead, :)~ ~~
A Dahlia's my Favorite flower, I've seen No flower as pretty,
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~MOM & DAD~
They've been together for more than 45 years through some awful times and wonderful times. Always together. Always there for each other. Always worked hard and treated each other with respect and love. They raised 3 children together and they raised us to be honest, good people. Everyday I hope I make them proud and I'm proud to be their daughter. I admire them and love them to death. They're my Heros.
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