I'm Carly, that'd be me

a few fast facts...

i have a slightly different grasp on reality than others around me...;]

Girls who are bitchy and have no reason to be annoy the hell out of me.

In my opinion, corrupting newcomers is fun.

My own lack of motivation towords anything that does not require work is astounding.

I didn't learn to tie my own shoes untill second grade.

It's a possibility that i have one of THEE loudest "little voice in the back of your head" EVER

I cry over shit that has already happened and is over with.


Im fine with the fact that i cant change people's minds, they think what they want about me, even though it may not be true.
I alright with being that girl who is simple, but her heart is sooo complicated and interesting. Her soul is entriging, what she says is short and sweet. The way she sways her hips to the beat is hypmotizing. She is unstoppable.
I now know that being molested does not make me who i am, and by having my mind being controlled by it, means that he won, and thats the last thing i want to happen.
I understand that i make mistakes, but i also know that i can learn from them and appoligize to the people i hurt.
I realize that everyone got the best of me this year. I tried to tell myself that what you said did not hurt me, but the truth is, most of it did. Every little thing that every one said built up through out the day and smashed my heart slowly. Im better though. I would just like to stay that way, so if you could, would you just lay off on the insults for a bit? thanks.
Lastly, Im sorry, for everything that happened this year. Im sorry for being a bitch if i was, and Im sorry for closing up my heart and not letting you in, when that was really what i needed most.

We act as though luxury and comfort are the biggest requirements in life, when really all we need is something to be enthusiastic about.

Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, magic and power in it.

The great and glorious masterpiece of humanity is to know how to live with a purpose.



When life gives you lemons, paint that shit GOLD
"Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us, or we find it not"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson