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Get Your Sexy Name

I not just a girl. I am the girl that makes lots of thing possible on lots of lives i am many titles but mostly i am Mother, Daughter, Best Friend these 3 things keep me from going insane. Of course i have been the wife the lover the girl friend but when it all boils down to it i am ME. I am understanding, loyal, jealous, quiet, loving, caring, and lots of other things. I played the role of wife for 11 years to be let down heart broken abused and left for the wolves. I have dated since leaving him and i find myself more broken as each man tries to fill the void in my life or replace him. thats all they do replace the hurt and doubt and i am left more broken than when they found me. I have been told to choose me own road and so i shall.

I am an attention addict i want to be the center of attention i want to be the one that brings the light to your eyes. I am also i very sexual person i guess that my biggest flaws the touching the kissing the fooling around it all the stuff i crave. Yes its crazy but its just me. I am learning to speak me mind and not do as i'm told. I hate to be told "NO" about anything.
I have 2 very wonderful daughters they truly are my world. I want more but i guess i have to leave that in the hands of a miracle of sorts.
I am not the person i ever thought i would be i am a disappointment to myself and lots of others. I pretty much just except whats life throws at me i smile through tears and will walk away before i fight back its just the way i am. I can be a bitch because i truly do have a low bullshit tolerance i will die for those i care about and give you the shirt i am wearing if i think you need it more than i do. I can be that girl the one you want to know but can't speak to.
If you wish to know more then ask i can be shy but really i try to answer most questions the first time im asked.

Who I's Like to Meet:

Someone like me. that has been dealt a bad hand and pulls the ace out of their ass. lol anyhow i would like to meet the person that i would have been before i made my life such a total disaster.
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on the flip side of thing i wish to meet that someone that makes me feel whole that takes my heart in their hand and sees what it is i want from life with out me saying a word the person that looks through to my soul and not only loves the angel in me but also loves the jaded demon the part of me that few have ever seen the side i hide till i have to be evil the side that makes me afraid of myself and the possibilities of harm
i wish to meet the one that can love every part of me with out reservation