About Me:
Okay, Okay, so a little about myself! Hmmm well, I'll try to be as honest as possible! I've been on here a while now & seen alot of profiles that tell how wonderful a person they are! Well I'm not going to do that! I don't really see great attributes in myself! Mostly I seem to see all the flaws...either that's mostly what I see, or that's mostly what I have! Not really sure about that yet! Well, I'm probably not the best friend someone could have! I tend to push people away! I'm not saying I wouldn't be there if a friend needed me, but if life gets to complicated & your not having a major tragedy, I'm usually not there just to talk! If someone messes with my friends, then I'm there 100%! If you need me to keep a secret for you, then I'm good with that too! I just have a problem letting people in, & letting them get to know me! Hell I don't even know what's going on in my own head sometimes! I usually feel bad later & wish I hadn't pushed everyone away, but it's a vicious cycle that I seem to have done all my life! I love the taste of alcohol on someone & used to smoke way to much bud! Don't really do that anymore! I like to be alone inside my own head! Don't feel sorry for me! I'm fine with it, it seems to work well for me!In person I am one of those really really shy people! I'm a total goof, & a huge cluts! Lately I am turning into a real bitch, but hey I guess that's just part of getting older or something! I mean I know it's happening & I know when I do it, I just don't give a damn about it! Anyways, a little about my work now! I am working as a registration clerk in the business office at the local hospital! Basically I check patients in, get all their info & get their chart started & answer the phones! I'm working 3rd, it's the first time I've ever worked 3rd, but I like it! (Update) I'm now working 1st shift running the switchboard. Not sure how much I really like hospital stuff tho! I like dealing with people, just not sure how much I want to deal with sick, injured & dying ones! I'm a bit obsessive compulsive & a little of a perfectionist! Drives me nuts, but I can't help it! Well, that's all the new news about my life! If you want to know something...then ask!