letting go is hard but that's life what else can i say


in the end you are who you are and that probably is who you have been all along







I'm not perfect,, i'm just the girl who tries to remain strong, i'm the girl who needs a little makeup && sometimes needs words of encouragement.i hate capital letters,, i fake smile,, i look in the mirror too much, eat when i'm bored,, and don't care if you don't like my style.i make messes, my feet often need oxygen. i'm still not sure if i fell in love at the right times but i wouldn't trade them,, i miss love but it scares me most. who doesn't like sleepin in? when you cry i wanna be the one u call,, its hard seeing the good in people but it makes things easier. u may think i'm crazy but i love it. i'm not the other girls don't blame me for your past. i'm not worried about u thinking i'm young,, youth is beauty. i wanna be the one who changed your life forever [[that lasting memory]].lemme be the cure for your brunette addiction. i admire someone who can accept how they feel n who they are and actually do something about it. if i don't risk it all i may never get what i want. right now life is changing all around me,, && for once... so am i,, i'm changing for the better i'm getting back to the girl i used to be,, you wouldn't understand. i need people in my
life who love being here,, inspire me;; i'm living and i'm learning from you. when its time for me to love i'll love i'll never give up on things i feel are real. it's not fair to be who you aren't,, i'm just me and i'm still learning. i like that i'm a challenge,, and don't be surprized if the things that drive you crazy are the
ones that bring you back to me in the end. me and jesus are gonna get there! my advice is not to live in
fear forever and to remember that hope, and love, die last.. note to self-- remember,,
eyes open chin up mouth smiling deep breathes;; [[also]] lifes what i want it to be i'm not afaid to say what i really feel b/c at the end of it all that's all that matters is what you really wanted to say all along. (p.s.) if you think i'm beautiful don't tell me, show me b/c unfortuantly to some promises just end at words.



just find who you are
&& be it;; who cares what they think