i am 20 from nc i am a juggalo NO i dont ge tpaid to get laid i do that for free as and i will tell u all about me and if anyon eis interested u can call me at 252-393-6679 house or damn man i try so hard to make it day by day i try so hard to find the one i try so hard to get over my problems but damn its so hard everyday i wanna give up i wanna give up and die noone wants me no one cares i ant shit but i try so damn hard every were i go i get looked at and judged i try so hard but noone gives me achance its not my fault i am the way i am its not my faault that i am so fucked up every s tep i make i get knockd 12 steps back every day i fight these demonds and i always fail i got asll these scares and burns and every day i wanna add more but i try so hard to quite my addiction to the pain my heart has been broken and destroyed so many damn times thta i give up i give up on thios pathedic life of mine i give up on trying so damn hard for nothing
my life is over my life is done just like that and fuck it i dont want it back i have been dead for 20 years my heart is so cold and my soul is lost noone can help noone cares fuck u all cuzz one day i ant gonna be the one that falls as i stand here alone lookin gat the dead bodies i will just lauph cuzz finnaly yall will feel the pain and suffering that i have been cursed with i wont cry and i wont help i will look and stare as a smile falls apon my face for once i am the one who i s still standing hahaha
see yall never gave a damn i cried and yelled for help yall just ignored me i am so fucking sorry i am so pathedic so lost so dumb and younge but wanna kno w sumtin even tho i am dead in side yall always come to me and use me no more of this shit yall want me dead so i will take this blade across my flesh and die a slow painfull death now i lay in this confine adn noone crys noone even comes to say good bye
sumtin new for yall
fly away from here. fly away from here. fly away from here some one open my eyes an dlet me see the true shit that is gong on in my life i have been blind for so damn long my heart is a black a hole noone knows the true me not even my self all this pain and thoughts is destroying me every dAY I GET CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THAT EDGE ALL I WANT TO DO IS FLY AWAY. close my eyes and spred my wings so i can fly away from here. this life of mine is not all a game most the time i hide my face. times i feel nothing inside nothing in my mind i feel so dead and cold i push away everyone i love i run and hide in a dark corner and stay there days at a time most ppl just look at me an dsays i am a fucked up person i admite i am god damnit noon etruly knows me pain death and murder is all goes thru my mind...... to be continued
You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I Gotta try harder.
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery Man I try so hard Will always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause I... Tried to get away but trouble follows me And still I try so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow But until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
[Verse 1 (Krayzie Bone)]
First let me explain that I'm just a black man And I come from the darkside, so I'm having a hard time staying on track man my mind be Racing, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm Starting to see that's it's me where the complications at, but I'm laying back praying that, You can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when the Fame and cash came they just got me going crazy lately, lately, lately I been so faded Trying to erase it but I can't cause the drama just goes greater and I been in so many Collisions from putting shit up till later
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man I try so hard Will always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause I... Tried to get away but trouble follows me And still I try so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow But until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
[Verse 2 (Layzie Bone)]
It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, trying to get ahead of the game, But I can't seem to get it on track, and I keep running away from the ones that say they Love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh, I Just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and, it's like a curse that I can't shake This part of Cleveland and lord, would you help me? and stop this pain I keep inflicting on My family hustling gambling, tricking and scamming scrambling and losing sight of what I'm Suppose to be handling, it's hard to manage cause everyday's a challenge and man I'm slipping Can't lose my balance I'm trying not to panic
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man I try so hard Will always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause I... Tried to get away but trouble follows me And still I try so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow But until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
[Verse 3 (Wish Bone)]
I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it keeps pulling me Back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that I don't understand How 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean hustlers balling in force I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun came up gotta get it Nope no leaving no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what u put in if you fall Off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but I won't play the fool
[Chorus (Akon)]
I try so hard Can't seem to get away from misery Man I try so hard Will always be a victim of these streets It ain't my fault cause I... Tried to get away but trouble follows me And still I try so hard Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me But until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow But until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough
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