Chill...they're just lyrics. No sympathy comments, please :P
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I've had just about enough
Been silent for too long
Never did a single thing to hurt you
But somehow I'm the one who's wrong
I've put up with your hateful words and still kept my spirit strong
The whole time you claimed I was pushing you, it was you who pushed me all along
Offered you friendship, an ear and a hand
You spit so much hate maybe it's time I spoke in words you understand:
F**k you--for making me feel like less
F**k you for spreading your unhappiness
I'm not the one to blame for all the $#!+ you f**ked up and don't know how to remedy
F**k me--for giving a $#!+ about you
F**k me for caring just a little bit about you
I listened to you while you lied to hide whatever it is you didn't want me to see
F**k this--I don't deserve this
F**k this--I'm not wicked and worthless
F**k you for thinking you know all about me when you don't have a clue
So how does it feel to be treated like a piece of $#!+?
Is this what you really wanted from me?
So you've brought out the worst--does that satisfy you?
The contempt that's your familiarity
F**k you--I get your message loud and clear
F**k you--I'll just up and disappear
I'll take my heart and my hands and offer them up to someone who gives a damn
F**k you and the hateful words you speak to me
F**k you! Say something real--that's Greek to me
F**k you all the way straight to Hell and even on your way there you know I still wish you well
But F**k this--I don't deserve this
F**k this--It's not even worth it
I wish I could say "I hate you, too" but you know it isn't true
F**k you
F**k you
F**k you
~by Nikki 1/28/08
