Please read below.. VERY IMPORTANT!
I thought I should tell you all something, in hopes that you understand why I am the way I am lately..
See, last year I had three tumors on my pituitary gland which caused me to develop Cushings Disorder. One of the symptoms of this disorder is mood swings.. aka basically like being bi-polar and I am sure you have noticed that lately. when I'm up.. I really am UP. when I am down, like today I am way down. Last December, I had surgery to remove those tumors and I got a lot better when they were removed. I was happy and fun again.. rarely down. And all the other stuff went away after the surgery. I was free and clear.
But last month my doctor found two more tumors. I am on medications to shrink them like I was on before inorder to remove them. That happens next month.
Someone told me it might be a bad idea to tell you all this, but I thought you all should know and I really hope you understand. My mood swings have been really bad these last two weeks.. UPs are really amazing and the downs like today, have had me crying all day. I have been so down lately. I called my doctor to see if he can put me on any medications for it. He is looking into it. He doesn't want to have any conflcts with any of the other medications I'm on.
Here I have gotten into some really bad fights because of my down times. Like today, it was VERY bad, and I was spirling out of control basically. Nothing was being accomplished. So a friend had to call me and tell me to back out of the fight. He knows what I am going through right now.. My jealousy over the women.. or woman I have here.. is intensified by my malfunctioning pituitary gland. May not be an excuse, but it is what it is right now. I can't apologize for something I can not control. I am hoping you all understand and can support me. And I really hope you stick around while I am going through this and be there after this..
Thank you very much