Facing society with doubt
Nowadays don’t know where I’m going about
Living sad in place no good for my self esteem
Father telling me I’m no good for shit
Telling me I got no future if I continue
Everybody hated me, I became blinded, couldn’t see
Blamed myself for what everybody put on me
trapped inside walls waiting to be free
What was a happening, I became so lazy
Lost in hope doing dope everyday
Staying in my room all day
Not looking for a job any day
Soon realize I got problems
A depression I couldn’t solve alone
My writing keeping me at home
Keeping me from going insane
All in the membrane trying to keep game
I just need to sing
But I fear nobody will love me
Never been loved by anybody outside my family
I look in the dark sky for my Gemini
My birth god that’s represent I
My fate that I’m uncertain of
When I leave this room unknown of where I’m going
I give my love to all those who try to understand me
Keeping me at peace when everybody start to see
Maybe one day understand what I try to say
Fate always been with me anyways
Just lost in it
Blinded by it
Lost at see
Putting my heart at peace
Writing this song
Got to go
To where I don’t know
Uncertainty follow me where I go
For now I’m following the flow
