BoomGotaLotaLeg's blog: "To New Starts and Sad Endings"

There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Been some bad times I've been through, Damage I cannot undo, Some things, I wish I could do all all over again, But it don't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were, Lessons learned. [Chorus:] And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made, Some chances I just threw away, Some roads, I never should've taken, Been some signs I didn't see, Hearts that I hurt needlessly, Some wounds, That I wish I could have one more chance to mend, But it don't make no difference, The past can't be rewritten, You get the life you're given, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were, Lessons learned. And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. And all the things that break you, Are all the things that make you strong, You can't change the past, Cause it's gone, And you just gotta move on, Because it's all, Lessons learned. And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned, Lessons learned.

sorry..i thought you wanted real love..i know i did..different strokes ..i guess..i read your texts today that you sent about 6 days ago..now i read your page..okay.. (For now.. That's about it, As for about me, Basic construction carpenter guy, It's a living, Mostly easy going. I probably joke around a little too much, Some people dont know how to take it tell they get to know me, for things I like, You can figure that out by my photos, (Everywhere I go I hear your voice and see you face) Friends are suppose to be kind, There for one another, To aways do whatever they can to make life as good as they can for them, Worry, care, To always know you can count on them, Be loved by them, And never be hurtful to them, And to be best of friends, Step it up even more, What you dont do, toss them a side like they were nothing and smash them.) nice pic..a girl fucking with death.. thanks I see you have figured that out as well as i had back when I decided to really look into life and death & when it comes to how you feel about what's important to you..and whats important to me..well this life isn't something thats forever..and heaven can't wait to me..so ..no thankyou... friendship from afar is fine with me.. you updated this on christmas morning..whatever. I still love you. BUT.. enough said..but doesnt mean my intentions were bad..or that i will ever have a change of heart ..thanks. merry christmas happy new year...do me a favor don't call my kids..like the other day..you told Marisa that you got her something for christmas but didnt know if I would LET you come over?? then i talked to you this morning and you said that it would be too far for you to drive?? when i invited you to come over whenever you had time! just save the drama greg from my kids anyway. just the day before I told you i never wanted you not to be my friend..i just need to be focused on what it is I need to do. friends understand..and like the song says.. even on the texts that finally made it to my phone..from this morning... ya know what..you are anything but easy going! i don't know why or how..but Ill keep praying for you.. that text you sent about how everything in my plan worked except the god part..that was just mean..stop trying to test my faith it wont work so quit!! To really love a woman To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought - see every dream N' give her wings - when she wants to fly Ya know ya really love a woman You got to give her some faith - hold her tight A little tenderness - gotta treat her right She will be there for you, takin' good care of you Ya really gotta love your woman Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman? ANYWAYS... I tried to love you and have never stopped i've tried to convince you that my intentions were in love now i need to stop worrying about that..If you know me or if you knew me.. you wouldn't act like I forced you somehow..all along when i tried to hold your hand you kept forcing me away with your exact words " S- i know you are going down a entirely different road than me" when i tried to tell you no that we can do it together you put up restrictions .." so long as I don't stop having our fun sexual intimate times together"-&"so long as I don't stop needing you sexually" well all i said was if we all ready know that we are sexually compatible..why can't we wait now till everything is handled both on your end and mine? no.. cause you weren't sure that you ever wanted to get married again..well thankyou cause now I am sure I don't either..I will allways love you.. for who you were to me..thanks for your time. xo LLL ao Last Christmas, I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special Special Yea yea A crowded room, friends with tired eyes I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice I thought you were someone to rely on Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on A face funlovin', with a fire in her heart A girl under cover but you tore me apart Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again Last Christmas, I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special Last Christmas, I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special I gave it to someONE special "AO"` and that some ONE is doing some major repairs..amen Day after Christmas 2008 celibacy..or marriage.. i'd rather not at all than fuck with the death of my spirit..