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I’m tired just want rest my head for a moment but the moment I close my eyes the feeling washes over me. The feeling of hopelessness, being unwanted and being unloved those feelings I can’t control.
I may smile and laugh in my daily things I do but deep down I keep fighting my inner demons that lay deep inside of my heart and soul.
Knowing that those feelings aren’t what I should be feeling I can’t control just keep fighting those demons.
Some day I will see myself in a new light till then I will keep going faking my life is fine for it will never be perfect.
My wall is up against anyone who wants to see me in that light for that light is a weakness for all to see.
Guess my demons keep me going from day to day!!
Picking my brains you want to see what I am made of but to find what I am made of may shock you.
My brain works in weird ways sometimes loving others cold hearted but this all part of the plan.
Sometimes I question my worth to those in my life for they would survive without me.
My heart has a wall built which is thicker and stronger than anyone can imagine for to let that wall come down makes me vulnerable to feelings.
Never let my actions fool you for they are true I am proud of who I am but sometimes I rather run and hide into my shell its my protection from the world.
Someday’s I feel worthless to those around me and I fight that every time I turn around
Maybe someday I will see I am worthy of all everyone seeks but till then I will keep everyone close but arms length away
Just till that day I’ll pretend everything is just fine!!
Master this girl comes to you on bended knee she seeks your guidance and acceptance. Master you complete her in ways only you can.. You feed her heart, soul, mind and body.
Teach her your ways of what pleases you and what you wish her to be.
Lead her into your world let her get lost for the moment nothing more.
Master just let this girl adore, serve and worship you in all ways possible!!
EVER WONDER WHO SHE IS THE ONE WITH THE CUTE FACE AND CHUBBY WAIST??
SHE IS A MOTHER
SHE IS A DAUGHTER
SHE IS A SISTER
SHE IS A AUNT
SHE IS A FRIEND
EVER WONDER WHY SHE IS THE ONE WITH THE CUTE FACE AND CHUBBY WAIST?
SHE DON’T SEE HERSELF
SHE DON’T KNOW HER WORTH
SHE DON’T LOVE HERSELF AT TIMES
SHE DON’T SEE THE GOOD IN HER
SHE ONLY SEES THE EMPTINESS
WHAT ABOUT THE GIRL WITH THE CUTE FACE AND CUBBY WAIST?
SHE’S A FIGHTER
SHE’S PASSIONATE
SHE HAS A HEART OF GOLD
BUT NO ONE SEES IT THAT IS WHY SHE HIDES BEHIND THE CUTE FACE AND CHUBBY WAIST!!
