timmy's blog: "timmy says:"

Ok, you know what! I'hve decided to stop being concerned about what girls, women, mature woman think. I am very interesting, have wisdom, from being around the block and damnit, I know what I want. I am somewhat cute, well in my own world. And sexy, yep, but also want to take the time to be romantic. Yeah,really! Let's spend time talking, drinking wine, laughing, and maybe even watching the sunrise and set

I dreamt that the doctor pulled my heart out of my chest only to find it was empty. As he went to pass it to the nurse the nurse dropped it and kicked it out the door. This began a series of events that I will continue to write about.... The place the heart went to was a bar to get a beer, it asked the bartender for a drink. The bartender said sorry we don't serve broken hearts here, we just numb em. The heart said, ok give me a carrot juice.... to be continued.

A couple of weeks ago I went in for heart surgey, a in and out thing that turned into 4 days in. I had a migraine headache and couldn't keep any food or liquids down. So here comes Dr. Feel Good!!! First I got 2 doses of morphine, then came the demoral. I want to tell you. I was having conversations with people I knew were not there. One time I thought I was eating mashed potates and was spilling em all over. When I went to clean them up, there was no food, not even a trya in front of me. The best one was I was on line, Cherry Tap, writing all kinds of people. I felt my fingers moving and I opened my eyes, my hands were overe where the lapttop should have been. Even, 2 weeks later, I am having some very inetesting dreams. So all I can say is God bless the pharmasisit.