"well for starts i should not be here today sitting writting, waliking, talking as i am now. To look at me it would not even cross your mind that I had brain surgery back in August 02, 2003
Even my Doctors call me a walking mirical,lol sometimes i still have problems spelling......
On that date i was alone in my home with no one but me, when i started having a really bad headach....at the time all i wanted was to lay down and go to sleep but the pain got worse, and i kept hearing a faint voice in my head along with all the pain i was in. You see my grandfather had died sometime ago but laying on the couch in so much pain that i was not even aware as to what was really wrong with me at the time...except for hearing a voice that i kept hearing over and over telling me to call my mother and have her come over to sit with me and the voice that i kept hearning was his voice . Me being stubborn at times just kept pushing it way but i just kept hearing the voice over and over again....until i dont remember picking up the phone and calling her but at some point i did because i know it was only a couple of seconds and she was there her and my father.....by the time they had reached me i was in and out of it bad...fight for every breath i was taking and falling deeper and deeper in a sleep until the pain would be so bad that i would scream and then go back out again...i remember my mother telling my father to go ahead and call 911 because she was worried that she did not want to take the chance on moving me....and they could get me there a whole lot quiker and to that my beathing was so shallow that she was having a hard time being able to tell if i was breathing or not.....i know when they got there because i could hear the sires in the distance and the front door opening up to my home and to me i thought i had already died at the time because they were to good looking men talking and smiling with me...and they had the bluiest eyes i had ever seen...i later told mom that i thought i had died because i really thought they were Angels because they looked really good to me at the time, and she did tell me that they were good looking....heehehe
I only remember bits and pices and things that was told to me I guress you can say that i had the whole heaven of Angels on my side that day and for days after.. because they came in all shapes and forms for 24 hours and for a week day after day.....you see i was in the middle of a Brain Aneurysm...the worst you can ever have (the brain stem) no many people come threw this one and if they do they are never the same again mainly brain dead after this kind of brain trauma...but for me my Angels would not let me give up my fight or will to live they kept pushing me for every breath and every minute of rest that i needed to heal.....
The brain stem controls all your body functions your main body funtions and that is why my fight was so much more harder to deal with...
I went from our county hospital ems room to being flow to another hospital to be being transported to Duke University for brain surgery from the best of the best.....which he admitted that God was on my side for this fight because i even suffered a blood clot that lasted for 20 minutes with no blood oxgyen to the brain for that length of time......and he addmitted to my family i should not even be alive and be in the shape that i am in today ......I fought for a week to keep living and 2 weeks in Duke and a tons of Angels and God on my side to keep me going .......So you see i do believe in Angels and so much more but yet i am still alone more so than ever because it is so hard for others to accept my condition one that i have learned to deal with for 2 years now.....so you see i do believe in Angels.....I believe very much
