THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM....I AM A BISEXUAL FEMALE FROM LAKELAND FLORIDA. I AM 19....MY BIRTHDAY IS JANUARY 17TH....I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF 2.....MY LIFE IS BASED ON TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD...AT 13 I WAS GANG RAPED BY 15 GUYS...ALTHO THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED AND I STILL DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN....I KNOW THAT WHEN THAT HAPPENED IT SCREWED MY ENTIRE LIFE UP...BUT I AM COPING WITH IT ALL..I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES (FLASHBACKS)FROM THAT EVENT....I NOW AM TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND FORGET...BUT HOW CAN I FORGET SOMETHING SO TRAUMATIC???? NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN I GO THROUGH....NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME.... I WAS RAISED IN A VERY STRICT OLD FASHIONED FAMILY....WHEN I WAS RAPED I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO....MY GREATEST FEAR WAS MEN....I COULDN'T EVEN BE AROUND MY NEPHEW...AT THE TIME HE WAS ONLY 3.....I COULDN'T EVEN WATCH T.V. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I SAW A MAN I WOULD PANIC....MY VIRGINITY WAS STOLEN FROM ME....TAKEN IN A BRUTAL WAY....I ALMOST DIED FROM THE BEATINGS.THEY DRUGGED ME UP TO THE POINT THAT I WAS LITERALLY OVERDOSED.IT TOOK ME 2 YEARS TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO BE COMFORTABLE AROUND MEN...I MET MY DAUGHTER'S FATHER AT THE END OF 2003 RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS...IT WAS CRAZY....BECAUSE I HAD TO CHALLENGE MYSELF TO TRUST MEN AGAIN....IT WAS HARD...AND YET TO THIS DAY I STILL AM NOT 100% COMFORTABLE AROUND MEN...
WHO AM I?
THIS IS WHO I AM.....
I AM A RAPE VICTIM.
I AM A TEEN MOTHER
I AM A YOUNG WOMAN WHO WAS RIPPED FROM HER DREAMS.
I AM A INTELLIGENT WOMAN...
I AM A PERSON WHO FEELS
I AM A KIND-HEARTED PERSON...
I AM A DAUGHTER
I AM A SISTER
I AM AN AUNT
I AM A MOTHER BUT REALLY.....
I AM UNIQUE....
