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What are you waiting for?

Have you ever fought hard to live, but you know you’re gonna die. Holding on to the cold hard truth, with tears streaming down your eyes. Living past the pain and strife, wanting nothing more than a chance at life, But the life you once remembered has given way to pain. Wanting to live more life in a single day, than most do in the parade That they call their simple lives when they can’t find their way back home. Clutch my hand if you can, please believe in who I am, Don’t let go a single day, for if you do I am damned. I want to hold the truth, the belief that I’m not a joke To see the end inside my mind, so I can go back home. So I can go back home. So I can go back home.

The Beast Within

I sit here at home, confused and alone, my pain wanders away for a time. It allows me to see the beauty around me, but then it comes back crashing so hard, to freeze my soul again. Should I stay in this land, or should I die by my hand and take control of the pain the only way I can. My loved ones would miss me, but what about the monster inside me, the one that grows every time? How can they see any beauty in me, when that monster’s around all the time? Beating and beating, breaking and breathing to be set free from this soul of mine. My heart hasn’t long, and I know the reason why, the beast has awoken, why would he lie? My pain can last from future to past, and the beast within me is set. Now the hole in my soul is perhaps before the hole in the ground, where finally my soul may rest.

This is all new to me

Have you ever noticed that just when you think that something seems familiar, you find out that you've just touched on the edgstone of it? That's the way i've been with the internet. I've used the internet for school work, and of course the never ending supply of so called porn once upon a time in my life. But now it's so much more and less. While you can chat to anyone your heart desires, who exactly are you chatting with? It's like having a blinder on, and only fantasy can come into play. I can sell my music online, but who's to say that the company taking the credit card numbers are giving me my share? It's a whole new world, and a whole new experience. Have fun with it, but be careful. That's all I ask to people. Don't get too personally involved unless you know you aren't going to get hurt. I've seen the downside to it personally. A friend of mine met someone online, and they turned out to be a total psycho. Just be careful. Thanks. JOhn
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