I am lost amongst the thieves
Who took my life away from me
Why can't they leave me be
And let me die Peacefully
They haunt me in my dreams
Always coming after me
This is why I never sleep
In fears they will find me torturing my insanity!
Maybe this is why no one will love me
For I am damaged beyond repair.
I ruin all I touch and all the people that care
My heart feels so bare.
I curl into a ball and cry
The darkness I seek
I am feeling so week
I don't know how long i'll survive
For I am lost the reality is gone
I don't really feel alive
Alone in this sea of darkness,
Riding along with the tide,
I hold all my screams inside,
No matter how hard I try,
I never seem to satisfy,
The craving for you I cannot hide,
So in this vast sea of darkness,
I shall be,
Missing a big part of me,
Its locked away so no one can see,
There is only one who holds the key,
Until he truely finds me,
Then in this darkness of the sea I will be!!