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I have never felt so pure inside
until i met you
at first you didnt see me
the way i looked at you
There was a place in me that was missing
In my heart, a place reserved for you.
Now our hearts have united.
I need you to know, that i love you so.
A kind of love ive never felt before.
You are my comfort, the only one i adore.I love you for everything you are
dont you dare change a thing
your eyes, your mind, the way you speak, your shine.
Through my weary soul.For as long as I am breathing me and you shall stay, together this way.
Never doubt our love.We were meant to be.I wish I could hold you tight in my arms..you are my angel cant you see?
there is nothing I would not do for you
your love is a precious gift. You are there, when I am down giving me a extra lift.
ok i wrote this before i became a "true" christian
and is good to read it and see how much of a different person i have become
You say your god has done so much for you
you speak of how he changed your life
well he has given me dirt
and place on this forbidden earth
but everything else has been lost in time
everyday that passes by
is a day that i feel further away from where it is that i stand
I dont think
I dont know why I praise you when something good comes my way
you always come along and take it all away
you say I may fall
but where I land
is 10 thousands steps away to a new and brighter day
Forever walking with no place to go
Wish you had some stuff and somebody to show
You find yourself sitting on a bridge alone
Trying to remember how to get back home…. 15 years ago
Modern day Jesus was the man I speak about
The only thing he needed never ran out
No bills to pay no worries except for the rain
You can’t lose something if you never had it
In his life there was nothing to gain
This man had nothing but love to give
A little wine some fruit of the vine……. a little beer
No worries because he had nowhere to steer
The only way he knew how to live
Everyday he celebrated the Cana of Galilee Wedding
Making wine on nothing but a dime
At night he would lay down and dream on his cardboard bedding
If people saw Jesus they would walk right past him
Just like most people who looked at this man
They would not dare to shake his hand
Dirty clothes and dirty feet
Spent his time with bums on the street
The man I speak about still walks around
But now he is walking far from the ground
He went to sleep and never woke up
But his spirit still remains all over town
my dad was homeless for almost all of his life.He died in his sleep in awarm bed....i miss you dad and i cant wait to see you again
I need a place where i can just breathe where I can just get away from you and the day.
I need a time where i can end this all and save myself from you and your all.
I'm dying to live, living then dying and I'm almost dead.
They teach me what they tell you, I cut myself to feed the fake.
Now please dont you mistake my mind.Leave it here with you behind the wall of the great divine.
And you say I have these demons and i say no i dont.
And you say I have these addictions let go of them no i wont.
you say i have these problems and you care.
You say im running but im two steps behind you
You say I have nothing left but where does that leave you.
You say you are so pure inside but there is a tiny piece of you that your always trying to hide
I can see through your heart of glass
Why am I always having to feel this wish i could put it in the past.
Now my true feelings have started to show
now I just have one more question
my last rude remark
why do you pretned to be so real and perfect and alive
even though you and I both know you arent.
I wanted to be something more than you
I wanted to feel alive..i need to feel alive
but this is all i know and i'm so affraid to show
not ready to let this go
is this all i owe to you?
its been so long since I felt real
and I'm so afrraid to let you feel
and now my heart needs to heal
I'm letting you see
this is the in perfect me
there is no changing around
a new life Ive been bound.
I'm wondering did you take it to heart?
I never knew this would reach this far
now I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I never felt so dirty before
and now my heart is lying alone beating on the floor
all i can see is how im dying without it
are love is lost because you lied
and now I'm not so sure
I want to spend the rest of my god damn life
living so unpure
you have posioned me
and left me here to die
now I must be alone affraid to love
I wonder why
I need to know
I want to be clean from you
I must shed my skin
do not leave me here alone
my veins are running thin
thick and blue
a milion times you have spit on me
I have failed
and let you win
you have consumed my lungs
I sleep because i cannot catch my breath
everything around me seems to be running
my body is floating away
my eyes are all thats left of me
I can see what you love has done to me
you are polluting my blood
as i let you swim through me
as I look in the mirror
I see my eyes they look like dead
I feel like I'm far away
looking into a fire blaze
everything is a blurry grey
my fingers are moving my skin feels weak
my addictions they wont go away
you tease my mind
life me and my problems and take them away
your gone now
I have inhaled the last of you
are realtionship has ened now its through
i have used you for all your worth
now i must sleep again rise and use you another day
we seem to never agree
my mind runs free
so much easier with you near
that you want to hurt me is something that is hard for me to hear
you turned into this broken heart
I think of you when we are so far
sometimes I give the wrong expressions
which makes you wonder
and gives you the wrong impression
I want to shed one tear of regret
I didnt when you were near
I get so nervous
i can feel my pores sweat
When i sleep through my dreams
you dont know me
please dont speak my name so freely
speak my name
dont kiss my soft skin
it wont feel quite the same
I need to get out of this strain
the pure mark of the pain
burned into my holy chest
the wind just whipsers prayers
into my head
as i lay curled up on my bed
trying, dieing for the rest
pieces of us often die everyday
as if the good parts turn dark
then fall as we did from heaven
where did my angels go?
things arent the same
everythign moves so slow
peoples tongues are polluting the clean world
when i was young
just a little girl
I wanted to sing happy things
I wanted all the things
love could bring
now ive seen the colors of the world
and I have many sad things to sing
many sad tihings to bring
broken are the words you throw at me
heartless and cold
my hands start to go numb
I'm all alone here
existing in the world
the air that surronds me
I take a deep breath and i inhale in all the sickness you spread
who am I
what do I do
here are my choices
they are all laid out for me
I feel so old
stress has aged me
Is this me?
its an infected reflection of me
and I'm all alone
just me and my mirror