PHILLY17 AKAPUNKSTER RL BF TO SQUEAKER's blog: "THE PATH"

This mountain i must climb! All my life there has been heartache and pain. I know what love is. I want you to show me. i WANT TO FEEL WHAT LOVE IS. YOU THINK YOU CAN SHOW ME!!

LOVE BROKE THE BACK OF A STRONG MAN OF INFINITY STRENGTH, BUT SHE CANNOT BREAK THE LOVE THAT IS BURIED DEEP DOWN IN HIS HEART

                                                                                        THANK YOU!!!!   (:

"HAPPINESS IS BUILT ON A FOUNDATION OF LOVE. FRIENDSHIP IS THE BASE OF HAPPINESS."

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DON’T GIVE UP

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YOU TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE WELL BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE IT BETTER OR WORSE BASED ON YOUR ACTIONS OPPOSED TO SOMEONE OR SOMEBODY MAKING THAT CHOICE OR ACTION FOR YOU.

LIFE HAS SEVERAL PATHS ITS ONLY YOU WHO CAN CHOOSE THE RIGHT TO FOLLOW. YOU FOLLOW A PATH THAT YOU FEEL IS RIGHT TO WALK ON WITH THE PARTICULAR PAIR OF SHOES AND CLOTHS YOU WEAR. THE PATH YOU DESIRE IS SOMEWHAT IN A WAY OF RUNNING AWAY SO THE PERSON CAN DO WHAT HE OR SHE WANTS TO DO. THE DESTANATION IS CHALLEGEING AND PROBLEM SOVLING BECOMES DIFFICULT. LOVE MEETS YOU HALF WAY. YOU BECOME WANTED AND NEEDED. SOMETHING WONDERFUL APPEARS, IT’S THE REFLECTION OF YOUR INNERSELF AND IT GIVES YOU THE ENERGY AND MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE. BUT ITS STILL APPEARS TO BE DIFFICULT TO CONTINUE IN SOME WAY CANNOT EXPLAIN.

IN THE DISTANCE YOU SEE A STORM. THE STORM GETS WORSE AS IT APPROACHES. THE PATH STARTS TO DISSAPPEAR. YOU BECOME WORRIED AND THE SENSE OF SEPERATION SETTLES INTO YOUR BODY. YOU STOP AND LOOK AND SEE NOTHING. YOU ARE SCARED AND TERRIFIED. YOU LOOK BACK AND BEGIN TO WONDER. IS THIS THE RIGHT WAY? YOU SEE MEMORIES THAT BRING JOY AND HAPPINESS TO YOURSELF. TURN YOUR HEAD AROUND AND YOU SEE NOTHING BUT A WALL OF CONFUSION AND DOUBT. YOU SIT DOWN AND THINK. WHERE IAM I? WHAT DID I DO? AS THE STORM GROWS CLOSER A BRIGHT LIGHT OF SUNSHINE AND FREEDOM OPEN UP ON A PATH THAT SEEMS TO BE LEADING AROUND THE BEAST. THE PATH SHOWS FREEDOM AND RELIEF TO YOUR TROUBLED WALK.  YOU START WALKING TOWARDS THE EXCITEMENT. YOU TRIP AND FALL AGAIN AND AGAIN. WHAT IS STOPPING ME? THE STORMS TO THE EAST LOOKS DREADFUL AND STILL APPEARS TO GROW IN SIZE. THE PATH LOOK AS IF IT WAS USED SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE BY MANY TRAVELERS. YOU STOP AND SIT AGAIN. YOU THINK IF I CONTINUE TOWARDS THE STORM MY TRAVEL WILL BECOME FULL OF MISTAKES THAT WERE PASSED UP BY EARLIER EVENTS ON THE WAY. I CAN ONLY THINK OF ONE WAY AND IT’S THE SHORTCUT THAT WILL PUT YOU ON THE OTHERSIDE OF THE STORM. EVERYTHING LOOKS VERY FUZZY AND VAGUE. WHAT DO I DO?

WHERES THE GUIDE THAT YOU NEED? THE ONLY THING THAT’S HOLDING YOU TOGETHER IS LOVE AND THE SPECIAL REFLECTION. YOU SCREAM AS IF SOMEONE CAN HEAR YOU BUT THE ONLY ONE ON THIS PATH IS YOU.

AS THE STORM APPROACHES CLOSER THE WIND TURNS UP AND THE SOUND OF SADDNESS AND HATRED SCREAMS THROUGH THE AIR. THE LOUD SOUND HURTS YOUR EARS AND THEY BEGIN TO BLEED WITH AGONY AND HEARTACHE. YOU FEEL HELPLESS AND SCARED ON THE UPCOMING THOUGHT THAT MIGHT COME ACROSS YOUR MIND. DO I CUT THAT CORNER AND SCARFICE THE RIGHT THING TO DO OR DO I FACE THE    STORM. CAN I REALLY BE FREE AND TAKE CONTROL. ITS BEEN SAID IT’S A GREAT THING TO HAVE WHEN YOU FEEL IT’S THE ONLY OPTION TO TAKE.

I WALK TOWARDS THE SHORTCUT AND SEE THE CLEAR IN THE DISTANCE. I STOP AND HAVE DOUBTS AGAIN ON WHAT IAM HEADING TOWARDS AND WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE. WHAT WILL HAPPEN AND WILL IT BE HANDLED. AS THE CLEAR DISTANCE SKY BRIGHTENS THE TREES AND THE GRASS FILL WITH COLOR AND SMALL ANIMALS FOCUS THERE ATTENTION AT YOU ON THE ROAD PLAYFUL AND KIND HEARTED WITH JOY.  AND THEN MAGIC APPEARED BEFORE ME A SIGHT FOR SORE IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT THAT. HAPPINESS DOES EXIST………………………………………………