mzchocolatethyz69 HE WANNA LICK MY WRAPPER's blog: "the end"

I'm sitting here thinking damn what am i to do see i'm stuck in a place where i can't lose from loseing see i have many thoughts of what to do but when the time comes i have no thought or clue or even a guesstamation see my heart is wondering and yet my chest weighs HEAVY if i speak the truth someone may get hurt but if i keep it inside then no one get's hurt ( except me ) cuz my chest weighs HEAVY if only GOD could give me a sighn or clue maybe even the answer i think that would help me i sit here and i pray Dear Lord answer my cry help me to understand what's going on in my life for only you know what i am to do i've called on you time and time agin and you was always there how do i know because that time when i going through something and i spoke to you i was alright i knew you was there because when i looked on the grown there was only 1 pair of foot prints and right then and there i knew you was carring me in you arms. so GOD PLEASE go above to cover me underneath to substain me behind to push me infront to guide me inside me to fill me IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN

i'm tired of the bullshit i'm tired of the yea i trust you but i don't trust him type shit like yea if you trust me then why can't i talk to him you like that dude ain't yo friend he just want to get in yo pants I said yea i can say the same shit about that bitch you call yo friend You know the big mouth loud bitch wanna be the ghetto and shit talk that shit bout yea i gotta man , i'm like bitch oviouly not you wanna be all up on my man I'm like bitch step up get knock out if you fuck with my man yo i can be the ghetto type fuck you up beat yo ass don't give a fuck you know snatch you by yo weave 2 to the head 2 to the chest get fuck up type shit hey i ain't the violent type you step to bitch cuz she look at my man no i'm the type you step in my face talk shit i fuck you up type woman

I TRUSTED YOU , LIKE I THOUGHT YOU TRUSTED ME NEVER ONCE DID I CALL YOU OUT, OR EVEN MENTION THE WORD CHEAT AS LONG AS I KNEW YOU WAS MY MAN MY HEART NEVER SKIPPED A BEAT BUT THE LACK OF TRUST YOU HAVE FOR ME I GUESS I COULDN'T BEAT BUT YOU WANNA CALL ME A CELL PHONE CHEAT. I NEVER QUESTIONED YOU , WHEN YOU WAS ON THE PHONE, LATE NIGHT CONVASATION AND IT WASN'T WITH ME. EVEN WHEN I FOUND LETTERS FROM OTHER CHICKS, ( NOW WAIT A LIGHT DID COME ON , BUT I WAS SO DUMB FOUNDED BY LOVE ) I SAID YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK THEM BITCHES. EVEN THOUGH SHE CALLED YOU HER LOVER , HER MAN AND EVEN HER BEST FRIEND (IT'S FUNNY I THOUGHT THE SAME DAMN THING) SOME HOW YOU HAD ME FOOLED SEE I THOUGHT YOU WAS A 1 WOMAN MAN , I GUESS I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. 5 YEARS OF ME BEING FAITHFUL AND 5 YEARS OF YOU KILLING MY SOUL I WOKE UP TO THE WORLD AND WISED UP TO THE GAME. I REALIZED I HAD 2 LET YOU GO . LIKE WIND THAT BLOWS THROUGH THE TRESS AND THE LEAVES THAT RIDE WITH IT YOU WAS GONE IN THE WIND . I INHALED AND EXHALED AND STARTED MY LIFE OVER. A NEW BEGANING