SLIM otherwise known as HEFTY's blog: "the dollar bill life"

you sprung into my life and left an imprint that could never be erased no matter how much effort was put forth with just the thought of your smile in my thoughts was all i ever needed and wanted but to have you on my thoughts was all I ever endured just to see you and feel you with every warm touching embrace was enough to last a lifetime but even after the second it stops I wanted and craved for more to search for you took a lifetime to keep you in that reach it only took a stretch to keep you was a journey but well worth the steps to walk forward it was all bout making you feel you were need n wanted and all I ever thought was that you were just enough but when it came down to it you all I ever wanted n needed you completed every vision that I ever thought was possible and every wanted and dream of coming true you like that tatto with that everlasting imprint on my heart so ceptable to be broken but easy to mend just with a smile and a love you you made my every heartbeat give meaning to waht I lived and searched for just easy to sew and mend with every breather you take i gasp for it to be my name upon you lips the sweetest thought and words mean so much more then you could imagine you imprint on my life is like a tattoo on my heart that could never be replaced with every word you speak it leaves an everlastin memory that can never be replace nor shall it ever be it means more to me then air that i breath but your breath is all i ever wanted and thrived for but its everlasting feeling on my soul is enough for me to walk the to the end of the world for you with the arrows pointing towards the heavans with a long fall down to earth with the denial you can be in my arms everyday all I can say is that just the imprint you made on my life even if for a second is worth a lifetime that can never be forgetable or traceable but never ever replaceable you mean the world like a tattoo on the skin on the heart you mean everything and its all I want n need and all I ever quest for you are the imprint on my heart that I ever need and desired for

THE BOOTY CALL COMMANDMENTS!! I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises. II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

MY THOUGHTS AND VIEWS AT MOMENT OK first off this may rub some the wrong. but I have things to get off my chest. I AM SINGLE====last time I checked that meant alone not with anyone, no attachment. This means I am free to talk to whoever say whatever or be with whoever. Im single for a reason and somewhat enjoy it. just cuz you got a crush or like me get to know me first before you say lets be together. I believe in friendship first I Flirt. If you have a crush on me COOL, I crush on alot of people. just cuz you chose me dosent always mean I feel the same back or cant feel the same back just give it time So Regardless how I know you from what site or how I talk to you its just that.. I refuse to get involved with anyone when reality is that we will not meet, what is the point. I have many friends that I talk to in special ways thats all so if your jealous or you think there is more DEAL with it. I dont play games If you are talking to me be considerate understand I do talk to others at the same time and cant always give my undivided ATTN to you dosent mean your being ignored. TO THE HATERS KEEP IT STRAIGHT DONT GET IT TWISTED I AM AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN MY OWN PERSON I act on my own, I have my own thoughts. I do not act on what other people do. I do not base my actions or thoughts on what another person says or does. Until you hear me say it then dont believe THE hype. If you got a problem with me or hear something bout me...ask the person that matters ME!!! want to spread lies or talk shit then so be it I can honestly tell you I dont lose sleep over you or the RUMORS. Look speak and hear what you want you dont know me PUT A CONDOM ON YOUR EAR AND FUCK WHAT YOU HEARD I will start to speak my mind cuz biting my tongue hurts SOMETIMES WE LOSE TRACK OF YOUR DREAMS BUT THEN FIND NEW DREAMS TO FOLLOW IN THE PROCESS

ok 1st off lets state the facts 1. I am as single as a dollar bill in an empty parking lot 2. I am a flirt. 3. I am genuine Ok just to set things out in the air. I am not with anyone in any way shape or form havent been since January and feel good bout it. I am single as a dollar bill in empty parking lot with tumble weed blowing. I enjoy the single life. I am not in anyway trying to lead anyone on play games or get mixed up in a world of hurt and feelings that my heart is not ready to handle or accept. I have many feelings for certain people and maybe will see where it goes over time but does not keep me from talking or seeing/flirting with others. DO I FLIRT....yeah who doesn't, DO I HAVE CRUSHES, yes I DO. I adore some people tremendously. If this causes problems then quit talking to me because I'm not gonna deal with the drama. If I am somewhere, where ever the place may be and I am talking to someone else or flirting why do people get mad. I AM SINGLE. that should be allowed. I am free to talk to whoever I want when I want and about whatever subject matter I want to and should feel no reprecussions from it from anyone. If i was to settle back down I would choose one but i dont want to but dont think at the same time i should not test the waters as well with youever to find compatability...I am not going out of my way to be with anyone so dont expect it. I am sincere to the fullest in any compliment I give or say. so please take it at that. but i cant always focus my attn: on you there are others and I'm not tied down so quit giving me shit for no reason. I am not a player or into games....all I do is speak the truth so dont get me mixed up into things YES I know what hearthache feels like. I have been dealt that card a few times in my journey. I have even recently tried but rejected....I am better then looked at as someones brother that is for fuckin sure. I have feelings and emotions as well as anyone else. BUT just to put it out there I am single I like all ladies and will continue to act the way I do all is genuine. I am not looking to settle down with anyone anytime at the moment but at the same time will not turn away the idea. I on the other hand will not make forth the effort either. I usually dont know when someone wants me anyways im pretty oblivious to it. IF anyone has a problem with anything mentioned or feeling hurt IM SORRY but maybe i feel and act this way because you all made me the way I am.