blue eyed vampire named SHADOW's blog: "THE DARK SIDE OF ME!"

I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for and about you. If you truely want to live happily, then listen to and follow your hearts' dreams and voice. Don't betray your heart,as your heart may betray you." says the spirit," But what if i'm scared of being hurt? Wouldn't all the love i cast to others befall me to become the love of betrail?" i ask the spirit, and the spirit replys,"Let go of all your feelings of hurtfullness and be hopefull, for you have people who do love you, reguardless if they are in a relationship with another person. As for the love of betrail, it should not befall you, as you trust in good judgement of your heart, if you trust in your heart, then you shouldn't feel like you've been hurt." I reply,"but i've been lost for so long, how can i trust my heart on it's judgement?" And the spirit says,"If you can't trust your heart then you will end up like the way that i have ended up.We are ths same person, So-To-Speak, change the way you see things, and start looking into the eyes and hearts of those who love you truely and of those who you love back. If you don't do this you will only die as i have,in despair and much, much, pain from being hurt." As the spirit takes their leave, I continue walking through the land of the dead, and i see a figure, I walk closer and i reconize the figure as a person, a female, the one i call SHADOW. Due to much lonliness, I run to her and hold her in my arms,never wanting to leave her. I find that she IS the ONLY onr who i love truelyand in complete faithfullness, to tame my hollow heart, my hollow heart with a deep void so vast that only she can fill and make me WHOLE! She IS MY DARK VAMPYRESS QUEEN who is the only one to who i will surrender my tender heart to, of love, faith, and darkness. She IS my world, she IS the one I STRIVE for, she IS the only one I LIVE for, and She IS THE ONLY ONE who i will LOVE for ETERNITY, for i CRY when i'm not there by HER side, my life should end if i am not with her! My life has always been filled with hope and yet desparity filled my heart untill i met her, then the only things i feel in my heart is hops, love, happiness, jow, and i see my life-long dreams come true, for only SHADOW, the vampyress queen of darkness, i will survive for and with. Follow your heart and pay close attention to your dreams, and the life you want, will come true! Then I wake up from my dream-state, SHADOW is by my side smiling, all is well as i know that I love her with MORE then all of my heart. She is standing there beside me, holding my hand lovingly, tightly, holding ME closely, and proudly. I am in the arms of the one I TRUELY LOVE, with my heart FULL of LOVE and CONTENT. She accepts the dark side of which i have, as i accept hers because i love her so.SHADOW IS and will ALWAYS be the stars in my Blackened Sky of The Early Night, and in my heart of content. I always have her on my mind, I will never leave her ever, and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER FOREVER! And we live together as i have the heart of content!