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That Northern Guhl's blog: "Suicide"

created on 09/21/2006  |  http://fubar.com/suicide/b4904

Empty Suicide

She sits in th corner Pills cover the floor She's 17 years old and they call her a whore they call her fat they call her ugly When she cries they think its funny they pushed her to the limit till one day she snapped She took the bottle and opened the cap she swallowed nine hoping she'd die Now her lifeless body lays on the floor with a suicide note taped to the door So think twice before you end up like her and know that theres always something better in store

But insidely I'm crying

I laugh, joke and look as if I'm having fun, But inside I'm crying. I smile, chat and act crazy, But inside I'm crying. I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong, But inside I'm crying. I see you almost everyday but you have no idea how I feel, And inside I'm crying. I don't show how unhappy I fell, And inside I'm crying. If a gang of lads were attacking me with bats, You wouldn't try to help, You wouldn't try to take care of me, And you wouldn't even care. If a car hit me one day you wouldn't be concerned. If I died tomorrow you wouldn't be crying, You wouldn't come to my funeral, You wouldn't at all dare. If I committed suicide next week, You probably wouldn't even notice. Even if I was on the front of a newspaper, Splattered on the floor, You wouldn't flinch an eyelid And I'm sure you wouldn't miss me at all. If I was dead, You might realise that you miss me.

Problem fixed

The feeling is numb, ever since this begun I am filled with remorse for ever trying at all From the highest floor of the building I'll fall I'll kill this nothing, no one will see it coming First I will speak up and cause a tirade I'll explain to them how my life has frayed But I'll let them know, that it's all okay Because once and for all, Im going away I'll end this heartache, this ill excuse for life Down my arms and legs I'll swipe All my thoughts flowing out of me I'll surrender to death and you will plead
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