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PJ's blog: "Stress and Life"

created on 06/02/2007  |  http://fubar.com/stress-and-life/b88032

Rest In Peace

I am setting and thinking, Is the past 2 weeks really real? It still feels like a bad dream. Life is moving forward but With out my brother and nephew. I keep waiting for my brother to call me like he usualy does or my nephew to call. It feels like they are just at work. My brother was always gone out of town to work and would take his son with him. My brother survived working in the oil fields of Kuwait and Saudi while wars raged on just a few mile away. Just to come home and lose his and his sons lives to a Drunk Driver. I keep looking to the door thinking they will walk in. They never will again. I know it will take a very long time to get over the loss of my 2 heros but it is just so hard. Life will never be the same for me and my family. God bless them. They are with my mom now. All 3 of them were named Charley (Charlie) My Brother and his son were both born on January 1st Shared the same name and died on the same day June 3, 2007. Rest In Peace all of my Charleys(Charlie) We will all be together some day.

Drunk Driver

Early Sunday Morning 6/3/2006 The unthinkable happened. I lost my 42 year old brother and his 16 year old son in a head on collision to a drunk driver. This still seems so unreal. They were so strong and loving. They were my heros. My first thought was this can't be happening. This don't happen to 2 people like them. I feel so numb because they made sure I was safe and well all the time. now I feel not only depressed but so angry at the 26 year old man that did this. I don't know what I should wish upon him. God wouldn't want my family to wish bad things upon him but it is hard not to. My brother had 3 wonderful kids and now 2 of them are left with out their father and baby brother. They were truley loved. There were so many people at the funeral. One person said they stopped counting at 400. That is so awsome that they had that many friends and family but then there is that many people also hurting at the loss. Please everyone. Don't drink and drive. You might not think it could happen to you or you might think you can make it home safe. I'm sure that is what this man thought and now we have lost our heros.

Stress

I hate drama because it always causes stress. But it seems that every day some new drama is thrown into my lap. My daughter said to me " Mom, it's to bad we are not one of those women that lose weight when they are stressed out." I told her that would be ok except with my stress I would be nothing but skin and bones. LOL It's true. And those of you who know me know I have been a big woman most of my life.
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