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Asylum's blog: "Story time"

created on 10/05/2007  |  http://fubar.com/story-time/b137874

The Darkness

Consumed by darkness in a world of full of many options and opinions circling about, being confused not knowing what step is right or wrong. Confessions upon the darkness your pondering if a choice to fall forth to the light growing attachment to something not ment to happen or is it the choice to fall deeper into the darkness making the best choice of them all making life visible to your mind and heart After years fade by the darkness starts to blend your life as if it was all a dream world but is more of a spark of purity tying lost souls of imperfection to a matter of dull mindless insanity. Troting upon the lost souls if imperfection your own life appears in the eyes who were forgotten or not to be known to a world that glims without a trace of existing knowledge, meanless until now, so stop hiding about and take advantage of all that is known to you now or let ot go before the end of time consumes all

The Graveyard was creepy

Standing outside the graveyard wall I dared not to go in and walk around, but I did anyway. Taking a step forward, I pushed the gates open. As the gates flew open they made a loud screeching noise that made my heartbeat faster and sent shivers up my spine. As I entered the graveyard, the air smelled musty. Fog was sliding across the moss covered ground and over the cracked tombstones. I felt a cold breeze of wind swipe across my bare neck. I tried pushing the fog to the side, but is swirled around my hand. Sliding my hand thru the fog, I smacked my hand across a tombstone. The tombstone was as cold as the wind blowing against my neck. As i continue walking deeper into the graveyard, I felt as if someone was behind me, I turned around slowly feeling someones cold hand press against my skin but there was no one there as i look towards the gate that I had walked through, it was shut and locked behind me. Pondering in my head I wondered how the gate had been shut behind me and locked without me hearing it. I turned back around and walked foward noticing a face in the woods ahead. Finally approaching the woods which seemed like miles away. While looking for the face that I had seen before was no longer were it was before, but as i took another step forward I fell upon a marsh lagoon. As i was getting up from the marsh lagoon, I felt hands all over my body as if they were trying to rip me part but they werent. The hands that i had been feeling where leading me towards a tombstone that was out in the middle of the marsh lagoon. Arriving upon the tombstone it said nothing it was completely blank. Next thing I know I was in the marsh lagoon staring at a dead body that has been there for only hours. Reaching out for the body it grabbed me and pulled me towards it. The body was pale, bruised and beaten. Looking at the body more closely I noticed it was an lover that I had years ago, as i continued to look at the naked body it pulled me up out of the water and started talking to me sayin this is all because of you, I'm dead in this marsh lagoon with a broken heart that you had broken when you found your dream girl, I came here to wait for you and talk to you how i felt about you but you never came until now. The naked dead girl continued to talk as if I was the one who had beaten her and raped her when it wasn't. Looking upon the dead body I was in the air being held up by my throat, her nails dug into my neck and threw me against the tombstone knocking me out for hours, when i finally woke up I was in my bed as if it never happened. I as was getting up for where i was laying my fiance woke up and wrapped her arms around me saying good morning hunny, giving her a deep kiss I told her i was goin 2 go take a shower, she looked at me and said ok and said make sure I that clean my neck. Walking into the bathroom I looked at my neck and saw 5 deep scratches on my neck if as my thrat had been cut, looking confused I asked my finace how i had gotten them but she didnt know all she knew was that they found in a graveyard half dead. I started the shower and the face of my ex lover had appeared in the steam i jumped back quick wondering what the fuck is goin on. The ex lover of mine was telling me to take care of my fiance and if I didn't she would come back to finish her job that wasn't finished.

Star Gazing

Looking upon the beautiful dark sky, you see the sparkling of a special someones eyes, but the sparkle is only polaris (the north star). Pulling your attention off the star you start seeing more of this special someones face seeing the beautiful compliction against the dark sky. You wish you could reach outh and glide your finger tips against this beautiful compliction wishing is was your special someone. The sad thing is that its not really them every night. Looking more and more into the sky, you wish you could hold your special someone in your arms but can't, the good thing is that you will always have them in your heart until the day you die for all eternity.

The Light arises

The light arises, filling the room with life not feeling so dark and alone, its like as if it were years stuck in the darkness, feeling the sun rise upon your back feeling the warmth radiate on you, turning to look toward the light you see a path of numerous lanes of heart feeling, love but which one to pick, to be happy alone, to be happy among your friends, do you choose the path to be with the one person that makes you the happiest person in the world or do you pick all there and make the best of your life never letting everything go as you did while being locked away in the darkness for so long, walking towards the the light you decided look back at the darkness as it slowly fades away you wish you were never there, grabbing a hold of the hands of your friends and loved one you being to feel guilty you left them behind and apologize to them letting it all out in shot. Just keep in your mind keep moving FORWARD never looking back to the darkness just keep trying to make everything the way it should be.

Dream Upon goals

A dream in the sky is a goal of life. By making a choice in life allows your dream to either fall into the aybss of nothing or to allow your dream to flow, continuing on what you want the most not letting yourself doubt whats best for you, seeking to move forward in life not falling back. The sky is your limits from what you hear and see, but is not you have so much more you have the universe to expand to where there is no limits of your goal your reaching out for. Just keep your head high never letting it fall.

Confession

Confessions of life are all around. Can you make a confession to make a piece of your life better to return what you once had or does that confession screw your life more. Your life is based on the sin you made, its in your hands rather you make what you want come true or to let everything slip through the grasp of your hands feeling the pain and suffering trying to to make it as nothing happen but it already has happened

Tears with in

Walking around in the unknown holding my head down as tears roll down my cheeks, wondering to myself who is really there for me when i am down, ive told you how i felt, what i need to make me feel that i am alive, i gave you my heart yet do nothing with it. Drowning in sorrows pleading for a life thats not crushed by tears of pain and suffering. As you try to shield yourself theres nothing you can do because all the damages has been done before, picking up the shield to guard your self wishing you would hav reacted faster and not slow. As the tears of pain and suffering fade away time becomes clear, desiding to take a step back and think of what you could do to make things better to let or make people understand who you are as a person and not the thing that you feel are when, you can get help on your own to gain the knowledge of the words true one desire to fit in

As time goes on

As the days go on, the time goes on and on but where does it do you aks yourself. Another day goes by you still cant think of where the time goes, and then it hits you and you realize that as every second to minute to hour that goes on you being to realize that time is only a function of number, day and night. You can change how it goes you can only choose how to spend your time, do you want it to be slow and miserable or would you want it to be fast and joyful? Only then can you determine rather or not you want what you want in youre life. You can choose to be sad and lonely without anything in youre life to hold or care for, you can be happy and be with somone and be able to hold them forever, be happy and just be yourself and keep you life straight and KEEP MOVING FOWARD, or you can get out and actually try your hard to find someone you want to be with hold and love as long as possible no matter the distance between each other your time is here and now now so make it work
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