I'm sorry my vents have pissed some people off, but sadly that's what it took to make my point with several people.
I still feel like the amount of effort I and several others have put into the leveling cause goes unnoticed all too frequently.
I thank those of you who have stuck by me through this, despite my ranting and raving. Friends that will tell you "It will be alright" even when they know you're not acting right just don't come around too often.